Antioch Weekend....AMAZING! I had so much fun. The best weekend ever. Commitment.. To not clam up/get quite when i am in a different/unfamiliar surrounding or when i am uncomfortable. I can do it ( Read more... )

How? How can I say goodbye to my passion. It breaks my heart to have to do this.

ALICIA. WHATS MR.VOERG'S EMAIL? MY PRINTER ISNT WORKING SO I AM GOING TO SEND IT TO HIM. UM EMAIL ME STARSANDMOONS488@AOL.COM

I hate life. i feel so bad for mike. That is just plain horrible. I dont have a best friend anymore. I dont know what me and kerry are. I hate rifle. I am so upset from it. Its my last year and she gets a fucking toss. The only thing thats been good out of these last few days is: I love matt johnson. and that Erin is doing QED.

I want to write what i am feeling. If i do, someone can read it.

I'll just say this...
I feel so ALONE.

My Uncle Mike who I have not seen in 10 years is coming back to the US. He was in the army or something and I talked to him on the phone for like 5 mins. He was surprised that my parents got a divorce and I started crying when he asked what happened. But i think I am going to write about him for college writing. The question was "if you were ( Read more... )

I think its so cute that Wendell and Paisley go out.

I just got hit by a metal baseball bat by my 8 yr old brother who also called me a bitch and motherfucker.

oh and my mom said i was a bag of shit.

You think i love you, but deep down inside you make me sick.

My moms "boyfriend", well she doesnt call him her boyfriend, is taking me and my siblings and my mom out for pizza. They have only been on ONE date. I thinking i am going to be sick.

Feels like another meltdown is coming.