why did i say that? that was probably the dumbest thing i could have said. i went into that thinking that i could show how serious i was and it ended up me just sounding sleazy. that's not how it was supposed to sound.

i am counting down to plans that haven't been set yet.
i've been doing this since oct 23, 11:30ish.
yeah, i'm far from numb now.

all the lyrics to "This Fire" by Franz Ferdinand, whether it be the album version of the version from the music video, is what's been going on with me since october. no lie.

i'm coming home again on nov. 10th for steph and mike's wedding. it is going to be a glorious weekend.
i promise.

this weekend had the possibility of being awful, but it ended up awesome ( Read more... )

(terrible ( Read more... )

last night was lame ( Read more... )

thing is,
i'm awful at this. i have no clue what i am doing.
it's worth me figuring it out; getting a clue.
i'm not an artist/poet/songwriter/director so i can't handle those job descriptions.
just an imitator.
that and i sound like a fag sometimes.

i'm going to go play some deathmetal, cause i'm mad badass.

i had an awesome weekend ( Read more... )

i watched Amelie tonight for the first time, even though i was told about it in, mmm, february ( Read more... )

tomorrow the pen is hitting the pad
and the message is being posted
on a screen in times square.

this was my first weekend home since coming to amherst ( Read more... )