Hey I know it has been awhile but no I'm not dead I'm in the Dominican Republic. It has been such a learning experience being here, I am glad I came though I do miss home and my friends. So make me feel loved and leave a nice comment about how much you miss me lol.

p.s I come back July 22nd for anyone who cares

Well hello one and all I know it has been awhile. Alot has happened since i last updated so I shall give you the short version ( Read more... )

Wow so it has been a mild week...nothing too major occured....except that i didnt get the summer job i wanted...oh well that just means more travel and beach time for me! Holler! As for this weekend i wont be doing much...probably just a bit of review...preping for finals...gah! maybe i will do a bit of sympathy shopping for myself for being such a ( Read more... )

So school is almost over and what a crazy, scary, exciting, spectacular, life-changing, sad, happy, fun, and wild year it has been. I have experienced love, had my heart broken, broken others hearts, got drunk, learned more about myself, learned more about life, became a bit smarter, met new people, and everything in between. I wouldnt trade in all ( Read more... )

So yesterday I spent the night at Sarah's house, it was crazy! We had the house to ourselves so we decided to have a little get together. Well thius guy names Ryan Ford came along with his friends josh, tim, and kimmy. They also brought a huge thing of pure vodka. OMG I got so freakin drunk its not even funny! I got tipsy rather quickly and the ( Read more... )

So what a crazy weekend it has been. Friday night Sarah and I went to the ballet where we met up with a bunch of people from school. About 45 minutes into it we get bored so Sarah, Stephanie, and i decide to leave with joseph, alex, and john. They were really cool and funny as hell. We decided to go see the movie xxx at the pointe. It was so cheesy ( Read more... )

So this weekend has been a blast. Thursday i went home with christy and we went to festival bay. We were walking around and shopping when we decided to go into vans. Well we go in and there is this HOT bmx rider there. I am making alot of eye contact with him when we notice it is getting late and we still havent looked at all the places we wanted ( Read more... )

I feel the rush of feelings coming back...i have felt this pain before...this emptyness...this sense of being so alone even when ur surrounded....people who u consider the closest to u turn a blind eye....they arent the supportive friends u need....they just think your crazy...or needy....or stupid....ur family is oblivious....i feel like i am ( Read more... )

God i am so confused right now....Will and i broke up and i was so sure it was the rihg thting but then we start talking today and i just dont know...he keeps pulling my heart back as i am trying to run with what little of it i have left..he wants to get back together...he says that we should have as much time as we can before we have to part again ( Read more... )

So ya my my bf and i broke up....oh well...we knew it was coming...we never see each other and during the summer we both know for a fact that we wont see each other...i am actually pretty indifferent about the situation....i think i am going to take a break from the dating scene....until i meet someone who really lights soomething in me i dont want ( Read more... )