It's one of those nights. You know the ones where you have to get up early in the morning but you can't sleep because your mind won't shutup and keeps reminding you of all the painful stuff in life
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the punch in the gut feeling will eventually go away. it might be another ten years but it will. there will probably always be a little frustration tho because of gabriel. but as you and aaron mature as time goes by things will be easier. i wouldn't worry about the crying either, but i agree with your friend that said you might not be over aaron. don't be shy about taking time for yourself to reflect and/or be mad and/or cry. it's a very healthy thing to do if you're doing it for the right reasons. and i suspect it helps clear your head a little bit so you can focus your attention on gabriel.
I still find my mind wandering from time to time thinking about Ryan and James. Thank God I didn't have children with those two! I don't think the feelings ever go away completly, because no matter how bad it got, there were good times. Hugs
I know this comes too late. I wish I had told you this when I first saw this post. Now you have been gone for nearly two years (God, has it been that long?).
You wanted to know if I would cry if you died...
Yes.
You passed away nearly two years ago and I still cry.
Now I'm remarried with two more beautiful children... and I still cry. Please don't get me wrong; I love Allison and our daughters with all my heart, and I wouldn't trade what we have for anything...
...but I love you too Jess. Even now, I still love you.
Not a single day goes by without my thoughts turning to you. Not one single day.Maybe I'm crazy, but there are moments when I can almost feel you standing next to me. As though you were looking in on me, or on Gabe... For a split second it's like you're here
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i wouldn't worry about the crying either, but i agree with your friend that said you might not be over aaron.
don't be shy about taking time for yourself to reflect and/or be mad and/or cry. it's a very healthy thing to do if you're doing it for the right reasons. and i suspect it helps clear your head a little bit so you can focus your attention on gabriel.
he's a beautiful kid, you know?
*hug*
*peck*
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I know this comes too late. I wish I had told you this when I first saw this post. Now you have been gone for nearly two years (God, has it been that long?).
You wanted to know if I would cry if you died...
Yes.
You passed away nearly two years ago and I still cry.
Now I'm remarried with two more beautiful children... and I still cry. Please don't get me wrong; I love Allison and our daughters with all my heart, and I wouldn't trade what we have for anything...
...but I love you too Jess. Even now, I still love you.
Not a single day goes by without my thoughts turning to you. Not one single day.Maybe I'm crazy, but there are moments when I can almost feel you standing next to me. As though you were looking in on me, or on Gabe... For a split second it's like you're here ( ... )
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