Venting

[southernangel03]

I figure a lot of people read my journal, but sometime I forget that. But I still consider Livejournal of a way of confussing my sins/problems. Anyway I think life is becoming way too stressful for me and I have started making myself throw-up after I eat..I know it really disgusting and I'm so disgusted with myself for doing it but I can't help it

Comments

[fire_kittie04]

No throwing up hun, very not good! :( Especially considering you already aren't eating much. I love you just the way you are and everyone else should too, otherwise they need to go fuck themselves. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help *big hugs*

[southernangel03]

Kimie I love you *big hug* I know throwning up isn't good for me but I get so stressed out that I do it and I can't stop until things get better. I don't know its weird...and do you want to know when I started...that day Chris, You and I went the Chinese resturant and I got sick and need to throw up while we were at Food-Lion. Yeah I felt so much better afterwards and being doing it since...But I understand your concern

[ethereal_dusk]

Venting is good, I do it all the time. Keep on letting it out, it makes you feel better! :)

[pink_sky_falls]

i totally agree with u. sometimes eating is the only thing we can control most of the time, ur body is doin it naturally. u get so overwhelmed that it just has to let out things by puking.idk if that makes sence but i know that i get like that all the time. i get dizzy and i feel like pukin. i dont puke tho i just calm myself down by listenin to music and writing out my problems and thinkin about how things can get better, if none of my ideas sound good i call up a friend and vent out to them, generally i feel better.sometimes callin a friend or thinkin about things or music wouldnt help me so then i started cutting myself. that was the worse thing i ever did. dont get like that it kills u inside

[southernangel03]

Thanks for the advice, I'll try what you said:)

[spawn9881]

Hmm ever tried counseling?

[southernangel03]

Nope, I mean I don't think I need counseling. I have give myself time and then I'll stop...when things get better.

[spicynice2007]

i know i really dont know you but i know u have alot of people that love u and dont want u to do anything that harms you. :)

[southernangel03]

Thank you..I know I do, sometimes I just forget that I do.

[spicynice2007]

ur welcome *hug* :)