I hate getting woken up, mama woke me up to tell me to clean the dogs water dish...COULDN'T THAT WAIT TILL I WOKE UP!?!?! Oh well, can't do anything about it now. I talked to Huie this morning, like I do every morning, but something was bugging me, and I told him and he get real upset with himself. Its not his fault, I hate it when hes upset, thats ( Read more... )

Hes the guy that all girls dream of...the one who I can call at 2 o'clock in the morning cause I had a bad dream...the one who knows when theres something wrong when I'm trying my hardest to pretend that I'm happy...the one who will wrap me in his arms when I'm cold and won't let go till I stop shivering...the one who lets me steal his hats from ( Read more... )

So the past two nights have been amazing...wonderful. Friday night I went to Huie's game and they won, and last night we went to the movies. We saw Chrlie and the Chocolate Factory, it was good, awesome if you don't compare it to the orginal, kidna like Dukes of Hazzard. We just hung out for a few hours, got something to eat and talked, I love just ( Read more... )

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I miss him! I just wish he were here right now, I wish I could be in his arms and life could be ok. I've been really edgey and I think my family is starting to get annoyed with me because I'm so bitchy to them. I just can't wait for the days that I get to see him, which will only be about 3-4 more times before I leave...which totally sucks. I love ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think my life is so predictible, and then something happens and my emotions are all over the fricken place and I feel like I'm going crazy...Sometimes I just want to let go, I just want to stop stressing out about everything and calm myself down...BUT I CAN'T! I'm too fricken uptight! I just wish I wasn't so close to leaving for school ( Read more... )

I can't do this anymore, I can't keep dwelling on the fact that I am leaving him soon. Everytime I see him and I have to say goodbye my herat breaks a little bit more. I love him more than anything in this world and to ever lose him would kill me. He is the more amazing person I have ever known and he always does anything her can to make sure that ( Read more... )

Well its finally Friday, yay. I'm going to Huie's game tonight, it should be fun, w00t! hehe. That boy is so amazing. Anywho, I'm doing a lot better than I was yesterday...I'm just in a good mood. I dunno why really, I just woke up amazingly happy...maybe its because of Huie, maybe not...Maybe because at the moment I'm not extreemly worried about ( Read more... )

When my mom leaves in the morning and tells me all the things I have to do in that given day. Right now I feel like I am about to burst. My body is trembling from emotions and THE WORST PAIN EVER! I feel like crawling up in a ball and lying in my bed and crying my eyes out. I leave in less than 3 weeks...do I have to? I don't wanna go anymore. I ( Read more... )

I feel like crap right now, its 'that time of the month' and my emotions are all over the place. I just want to cry and never stop. I hate it cause I feel like I just can't stop eating, its disgusting, eww! Somehow I've lost four pounds since I've been home, I got really excited when I stood on the scale and saw that, w00t, hehe ( Read more... )