19 days straight, I’m lonely as hell, and there’s nothing I can do
Emptiness comes over me as I sit here thinking ‘bout you
I take my shoes off and set ‘em on the floor next to my bed
I‘ll try to fall asleep, but I‘ll just end up laying there instead

Oh why do you wait for me lonely?
Why do I miss you only?
Why do we hold out for just one kiss?
Baby why ( Read more... )

Right about now, I’m starting to understand that quote from My Best Friend’s Wedding when Michael says, “You commit to a wedding, then it seems like this momentum and you forget that you chose it.” I feel like we were standing still, soaking it up, for about a week after the engagement, then the ball started rolling. Now I’m just surrounded by all ( Read more... )

I can't believe my college career is over. It's such a relief, but it's so surreal. I remember my first day at UNT and how nervous and excited I was. Doesn't feel THAT far away. I laugh when I think about how much thought I put into my outfit that day. I'm pretty sure that was the last time I ever dressed up for class. From that point on, I just ( Read more... )

...and things are pretty much perfect.

I can't believe it has been 2 years already. It seems like we met yesterday and yet I feel like I've known him forever. It's hard to explain. I just know I'm ready to spend all of my tomorrows in his arms.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
So I love you because I know ( Read more... )

I’ve been reading back over old entries today and it’s been quite amusing. There are so many funny and sweet things I’ve forgotten all about. For that reason, I decided to keep up the blogging. Random odds and ends…

♥ This weekend in Dallas was epic. I love love love my friends up there. I think I was around 1 straight guy the whole time. We ate in ( Read more... )

 I'm still reeling a little bit from the bombshell Mo dropped on all of us. I can't believe she called it off. I might have expected it from a lot of people I know, but not Mo and Robert. My jaw just dropped when I heard the news. I wish I knew why she did it, but I don't want to get into the details with her until she gets back to Texas and I can  ( Read more... )

 I found it! I found my ring. I spent the entire day in jewelry stores with his sisters, trying on ring after ring and I was getting a little overwhelmed. Bezel setting, baguettes, solitaire, split shank, pave, platinum...oy. Oh, and don't forget the 4 C's. Too many options were being thrown at me. I had a picture in my head (based on a few rings I ( Read more... )

Last night, my wait was finally over. I saw the Dark Knight and it was just as amazing as all the buzz suggested! I had been eagerly awaiting the day when tickets could be purchased online and when I finally had them in my hand, I was a giddy mess. I felt ridiculous, but it was so exciting to finally be in line to walk into the theater. Justin and ( Read more... )

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There's ( Read more... )