I found out some serious shit last night about my parents... I don't even know where to begin so I guess I won't even start, it's my parents love life, i don't think it's really anyone elses business. But Im trying to handle some serious shock. If you've ever met my parents, you'd think they were the perfect couple. They fought, but usually seemed ( Read more... )

I am currently reinstating any feelings of cynisism that I may have said in the past about love. Seeing as how I am only seventeen I don't suppose I would know much on this topic having only experianced an emotion coming remotly close to 'love' once. I suppose my sarcastic and somewhat derisive attitude twords this subject is an achievement that ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?"

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So it's been a while since I've last commented, but that wasn't really my choice. I was at Corys house (wasn't supposed to be) and my mom showed up (shes not supossed to know where he lives) and she was pretty pissed, needless to say, I was grounded again. Of course this sucks, but it was my own dumb fault. Sometimes I can't believe how utterly ( Read more... )

All my life college has seemed and inevitable choice fo me. Obviously of course, I'm pretty smart when I choose to be and could aspire to anything that I wished, college seems like it should be an understood thing by now. Somehow I started to think about it all today, really it was more last night carrying over into today. I went to work with my ( Read more... )

For those of you who hate christmas, I envy you. Christmas has never been my choice of dispised holidays, mostly because the newly gained toys, clothes, cars, ect, outweigh the montotinous christmas music, annoying relatives and sappy yet pesudo Christmas cheer. New years was my pick of hated holidays. Well really, any holiday is rather lonsome for ( Read more... )

lifes starting to get better:) Went to a family shrink today, he made everything so much better... sigh... thank you god, what a great birthday present! now i feel like christmas is really here. Thanks storie for being there for me through the hard times no matter what. I love you girl and I dont know what Id do without you. You've been amazing. ( Read more... )

I feel like my world is on pause right now. Im not going anywhere, like im looking at my life from above or something. I don't know what Im waiting for, why Im waiting to move. i feel still, cold, alone sometimes. Im not worried about it though, Ive felt this way before, and I probably will again, but there is something missing. Most people are ( Read more... )

So I moved out of my house to stay with Storie for a while, but now Im back, trying to give my family another shot. Now Im back, waiting until January to make a perminate decision. Who knows, maybe they will ease up. Until then Ill just take it one day at a time ( Read more... )

To think i might not see those eyes ( Read more... )