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Well I came out on Monday, and ever since then I have been so much happier. I can talk to anyone, I don't get depressed like I used to, and I just have a better outlook on my life's direction. I tend to look to superfiscially at things, but this is one time that I will allow such immature behavior to continue ( Read more... )

Well today I left work about 2 hours early, cause I really feel horrible today. I got here around 11:30, and now it's about 12:30. I haven't had a good day in about 2 weeks, and I think that this could be because I am battling depression. You know what I mean? Sean I know you do. I need to get out tonight, and have a drink, but that's not ( Read more... )

Well the rest of the day has been a wash. I had to attend a psychology colloquium, big name for a presentation aimed at getting you a job at a university, I missed my first coreography rehearsal, and I had to go to work, which sucked. I know I know I'm complaining, but this is my journal, and I can if I wanna ( Read more... )

Today started out like all the others. I woke up went to work, and the day went down hill from the first blink. My boss threw a shit fit all because I went to close the window in my car parked 25 feet from the damn door of the store. What an ass. I feel like he is just trying to prove himself to his dickhead of a son. Not my fault he raised an ( Read more... )

Last night I thought that I would never sleep again. My nerves were shot after reading for 2 plays, and not knowing if I could even compare to the other guys I was fighting against. I went home and my mother decided to be angry, so I now have internal turmoil, but I slept ( Read more... )

I have been sitting in my friend Rachael's room for the past hour and a half, just sitting and waiting for the call backs at 8 pm. I know that I am prepared, but I still have some apprehensions about the second round of auditions. I am excited about the one acts, but some of them are really uncomfortable. Gaggle of Saints is moving, yet it is so ( Read more... )