wow... well, for starters, i have been there. not exactly what you are going through, but where my life was just so bad, i would pray to die. also, like you, i never had suicidal thoughts, but i would think like, "i would rather get an illness and die than live through this." i guess it started with problems, like my dad's stroke or something. just family stress. i've been doing a million times better, but it's still hard not to get back in that state. the only thing i thought to do was read the bible and focus on the promises of God, and have faith that i would come out of it. i'll definitely be praying for you. *hugs*
so i see that your going through a rough time..i am to. things just have not been going very well for a while.my step mother all the sudden went on a i'm going to be mean to chris beng and i through out my book that i worked on for so long and don't have a copy.. my girl friend parents have gone nuts and i think that they don't like me..at least the mother. i reall havn't talked to any of my friends.. though many don't answer their phone anymore..(franklin hasn't talked to me every since i was out in may). i don't know why either. things aren't right this year. i'm glade that i'm not the only one that seems to be in a depressed state. i literally have the same symptoms you discribed. well hopefully everything will turn out for the better for both of us. tell logan i said hi..and everyone else as well. ~your californian friend Chris
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