I hate to say it but I really hate this Season.It is a commercial nightmare that stresses me out and makes me want to hide.It has such an emphasis on gifts.I really have nothing to offer anyone.I really wish I did have something to offer to all I know,I wish I could bring comfort to all I see and esp. those I care about but I am barely paying my ( Read more... )

If you are going to be in the neighborhood on Dec 24 or 25th Santa.Id like some Tide Laundry Detergent(The Big Bottle),money for my medical supplies(about $80 for my scripts and a few other things(Diapers(Abena X-plus Size Large),Strips,Pokers,etc....) and a copy of either Mortal Kombat Vs DC
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My friend reminded me of this song,I am really feeling this song ( Read more... )

Im trying to right I just dont have much to say,I feel really depressed and lonely.I really hate this season cause I really cant give that much.I get guilty if I go to parties and dont contribute and feel really horrible most of the time about it.

my x-box 360 is driving me nuts.The abillity to pit myself against the world of really talented people.It shows me what kind of talentless hack I am.I spent three or four hours having my ass handed to me by other players,playing Ultimate Mortal Kombat 3.I had my tale handed to me both by online players and the computer.I have been struggling and ( Read more... )

The Life Experience Test
Overall, you have partaken in 124 out of 174 possible life experiences.
Your average life experience score is therefore 71%.

The average score is 50%, making your experiences more than 95% of the people who have taken this test.
The average for your age group (26-35) is 53%.

Broken down by category:
Art: 17/17 (100%)

Career ( Read more... )

Im here Im trying to write.Yesterday I saw Transporter 3 which was watchable and enjoyable.I also saw next avengers on demand this morning it was ok.I guess I have to watch football today.I like football but its not my total existence like it is my roommates.im just frustrated today.

Its been a while since I posted,I fell kinda off the face of the earth for a bit.Ive missed you all alot and send special love to piper rhiannon for the halloween candy though my roommate took and ate most of it.Love goes to goosestep lion whom I havent been able to get ahold of,I miss you!!!!Love to Babylover4ever who is my favoritest person.Also ( Read more... )

My computer is fixed but still needs a better OS.Im on X-box live now on my 360.Im tired and want to go to bed but i thought id say goodnight!!!

I want to start writing again,I need to get at least one of my guitars back I think the music is returning and the need to express myself and be heard.I need to find something to be inspired by,Im just not I really dont want to do anything because the options of what to do are piss poor right now.Getting out going to a show or something along those ( Read more... )