I just realized how much I enjoy being hopeless. If you have no hope to begin with.. there is no disappointment. No set backs. No failures. No pain ( Read more... )

Well blah. Summer has been very boring thus far. Yesterday (or possibly even the day before..) I went for a stroll through the neighborhood and took some pictures. It's crazy.. lived here 5 years and that's only the second time I've ventured into the neighborhood on foot. It was terrifying too. Lots of rednecks out there.. lots of em. I went to ( Read more... )

Yesterday was okay. When school finally ended I was overcome with joy/disbelief at the fact that it was actually OVER.. for now. The school day sucked though. Geometry exam = lame. And I wanted to skip the rest of the day once we went to lunch but Nicole wouldn't go with me and there was no one else cool out there so I just had to go back to class ( Read more... )

This is a poem that I started in January and decided to finish when I stumbled across it the other day. It is supposed to be a little cheesey. And you have to read it slowly.

( our mouths are like rifles - unlicensed, yet free )

Is there not a day in my life that can go by without me bawling my eyes out?

Without people making me feel like a totally worthless piece of shit?

Without my words going unheard although I speak them?

Why can't people just listen to me? Ever? Why doesn't what I have to say ever matter ( Read more... )

I can't believe how well today has gone for me. Yesterday was a really weird day, which I never got a chance to update about in here. It was one of those split between good/bad days.. which eventually took a turn for the worse and ended in the usual breakdown. Today though. Wow ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. I thought I'd make a quick update while I'm in a good mood in hopes of presenting a more positive outlook ( Read more... )

Holy freaking jesus christ whoaness and other such words of excitement ( Read more... )

I'm so sick and tired of everyone. Is it bitch season or something? Must we all freak the fuck out at once? One at a time now, one at a time. I can only keep up with so much drama.

I'm just getting really tired of it. I can't go anywhere without someone getting into a fucking argument and killing the mood. Nowhere ( Read more... )

Another boring weekend.

*oozes apathy all over*

My parents bought a hot tub?

Despite the abundance of thinking I've done today, I seem to have nothing to say.

This year needs to end. It's time to move on. And what better to force change upon you than a month spent on the road??