In the past two days I've gone to the "abandoned" house in my neighborhood twice to take pictures. When I first went there, I went around back right away so that the neighbors nearby wouldn't see me and say something. When I finally came around to the front again, I noticed something that shocked me a little.. the front door was sitting wide open. ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I totally forgot to mention the one thing I was updating for, which would be the five dollar check I recieved in the mail yesterday!! My mom handed me an envelope from "tampa state fair authority" and I was like "wtf?" and thought it'd just be a 'congratulations, thanks for entering' sort of letter.. but to my surprise it was just ( Read more... )

Today was okay. It's strange though because I woke up with plenty of energy yet still could hardly find the motivation to get out of bed. Why does school offer nothing to look forward to ( Read more... )

Today was a hell of a lot better than yesterday. I don't know, I guess I've kind of been 'high on life' today.. just really energetic and giggly, even though I know deep down somewhere the depression is still lurking. Just taking a break from torturing me. It's a nice break nonetheless ( Read more... )

Today was okay-ish, but it was still extremely depressing. The downfall was at lunch. I got really pissed off when I realized that I am, indeed, rather unwanted by particular people who I used to hang out with and I stormed off to go be by myself, as I always seem to be. I went to the bathroom on the verge of tears but decided that I was not going ( Read more... )

This morning I burnt copies of all of the CDs that I carry around with me so that I can stop destroying my good, over priced CDs. It's very depressing when they start to skip on the best parts of the best songs.

And today I finished my cheapo bag that I got the other day. It was only like 10 bucks.. and now it is awesome.

( scissors + stitches )

My, my, my.. I am falling in love with Azure Ray tonight. They are just exactly what I was looking for to suit my mood tonight.. the perfect sounds for now. *smiles*. Is anything better than that ( Read more... )

I hate LIFE, and all it's stupid ways of fucking me over!! Am I not allowed even the tiniist, most miniscule bit of happiness? Am I not allowed to spend a few days out of each terrible week laughing with my friends in blissful oblivion of the horrendous mess that is my life!? NOT EVEN TWO DAYS!?!?Guess what? I'm sick as fuck again. And guess what ( Read more... )

New journal. I thought it was about time to abandon those bad memories, eh? How can I ever change if I have the same livejournal? Geez. Seriously.

Just kidding.

But it was time for a change. Add me if you like, not sure if I'm going to go friends only or not yet.

Check out the awesome layout. That's pure skill.