I havn't posted in a while. It was because livejournal was not the vehicle for expressing what i had been feeling. So, tonight I will not try and be poetic. I will not try and be vague. I will, however, tell the truth, because I feel like the people who read this are the people that care about me, and they deserve to know whats going on in my life ( Read more... )

What is fair? I have been asking myself this question a lot lately. How many of my reactions could be considered fair? How many of them normal? How many are abstract? How many of them are shameful? How many of them disgusting ( Read more... )

I am beginning to feel better. Maybe not better, but at least in less pain. I think that I have changed, though. I'm not sure what to make of it. Everyone has their two parts: the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other. I have neither. I have the bright-eyed and naive dork on one shoulder, and the lazy self-serving jerk on the other. But ( Read more... )

What do you do when your discontent and frustration turn into something that you can physically feel? It's no longer a weight on my mind, it's a weight on my chest. Something that keeps me up at night. Something that keeps me from relaxing. Something that keeps me from caring about things like school. I can feel it in my chest, right about where my ( Read more... )

Nevermind.

It always inspires and amazes me when I go in to Children's Hospital. It humbles me. When I see the physical and mental obstacles that others have to deal with from the blossoming of their childhood, it makes my disease look like a parlor trick. Not only the children, but the parents. If ever you have wanted to see what true and unconditional love ( Read more... )

Enjoy your sojourn on Earth, going forth with the power and knowledge that you are a Child of God, born to a heritage of royalty.

Return with Honor.

The feeling to have come so far and to have lost so much ( Read more... )

Date Unknown ( Read more... )

So last night I started watching Bruce Campbell vs. the Army of Darkness. I forgot how much I absolutely love that movie. I think I'm going to buy that for Halloween. Anyones willing to watch it with me give me a ring.