I want to throw my dog out the window ( Read more... )

Well, it seems my extreme mello dramaticness is starting to fade (finally). I don't know why I always feel that everytime something bad happens to me I will never recover. Drugs can help lol but that is not something I really want to be into. Alright so I realize that I never really wrote done for the reason that I really don't want to admit that I ( Read more... )

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So today was pretty fun. It was S's birthday so I went out with everyone. It was fun, ok is it bad that I still think B is fucking hot! I don't want him because I think he is a stupid lazy waste of air but ahh! C is amazing I love spending time with him! We went to go see Steplo this weekend it was fun ... man I wish I could write more but I ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do right now! Ouch this hurts pretty fucking bad! It's like someone broke up with me, but really we where never together! I don't get myself it's like I will want something really bad and then get it only to find out that I am too young and hopeless to actually know what I want! I am talking about A and hopefully for the last ( Read more... )

Why do we have to have bad days I mean honestly are they essential to life? I just want to go to sleep! I wish I weren't so sensitive because really I would be so much happier! I just kinda feel like everyone is out to get me most of the time, when in all honesty people really could care less what I do! I am scared to write anything because I just ( Read more... )

Why am I never happy? I just want to know, why I have to make my life so miserable! I don't want to go into detail I just want to scream and yell!

So things are going pretty good as of yesterday that is. The only bad thing is I realized that R.S. has done things that I haven't done it makes me feel like I need to catch up. I told C about it and he said if I wasn't such a tease then it would happen but I like being a tease is way more fun! I' called to thank me yesterday for sticking up for S ( Read more... )

Alright I always say I love the time before I have a bf when guys like me the most but now that I am there yeah I hate it! It's so hard because it's all about give and take and if you give or take to much it all falls apart! I don't know what to do sometimes I just want to quit! I could be single forever have on the side guys and just like live my ( Read more... )

OMG forget A I really like C! We had fun today he is so nice and he laughs at me when I am being retarted! Just hanging out with him is amazing! I never wanted to leave his house today! I feel real bad though because I kept saying A this and A that. I know it makes him mad and he really thinks I like him still. Hmm do I? I like his personality and ( Read more... )