So today I feel better because my parents let me out of the house for a little while. Laura and I went to the village and got some food and walked around. Then we wnet to her house to play in her backyard! I was playing with her rope thing for like an hour and found it extremly fun! Then Grant came over so I had to leave! I went to Shannon to hang ( Read more... )

I'm so miserable it's not funny! Ok Enough said I guess I am going to go sleep some more since that is the only place I am happy!

OMG this week is so fucking hard! I hate waiting for things I am very impatient! I wish Anthony would make up his mind (well actually only if I get the answer I want)! It would be so nice to not feel like a little hoe around him for once and I really hope he gives me that chance. Anyways school sucks I hate it! I just don't know people and I don't ( Read more... )

Quick note... I remember why I started doing all the shit I did last year during the school year my parents are ten times more crazy! I am already feeling everything I feelt last year and thats bad because I was fine all summer I just wish they would realize what they are doing and stop before it's too late! Ok I am trying not to cry really hard ( Read more... )

So anyways yesterday was a fun day. School was pretty fun I am seriously getting less shy by the day. Last night I went to Britneys birthday it was fun! A lot of people came. Omg and her sister Brooke saved a kitten so we all got to play with it! It was the best! Wow I don't remember how the subject came up but someone started talking about Anthony ( Read more... )

So it's time to vent and get this all out! Have you ever had one of those days where you think you are having a good day but then you figure out you are wrong! So thats what happened to me. I was a lot less shy today and I actually talked to different people! But then Shannon told me she heard this girl talking about me. It was funny she mentioned ( Read more... )

So school was actually not that bad I mean parts of it suck but seriously when is school ever all good? So here is a run down of my day ( Read more... )

So it's almost time to go to school now. I don't feel that nervous but my stomach does! Oh god I already miss GPN! I want to go there but I honestly think this school will be better for me! I'm scared of what Bobby said about how people are going to be mean to me because I am pretty (Yeah Iknow Bobby is a lier I am so not pretty!) but I tryed to ( Read more... )

Going to my thing for new students at AAW now and wow I judt got nervous I wish I was going with Shannon and Jesse. But no I have to go with my messed up parents of course! Ok I'll let you know how it went . Oh and I got my hair cut my bangs are now more bangy!

This is all not fair! I didn't ask for this and I certainly didn't ask for it! I thought Bobby was history and that I was so over him, but then tonight he asked me to burn a cd for him. Sounds innocent right (WRONG), but the cd was for him and Morgen because she never went to a Porm before he was going to make one in his basement. So yeah then ( Read more... )