I dont belong here...we dont belong here...I know this place isnt for me, I just wish someone who could help me would actually pay attention....I know where I need to be, and I know exactly who needs to be with me, right there by my side...just us two....less than two years...and finally Ill be gone..but thats still too long..

oh alright?

okay so..this is a serious post..If you dont want to hear someone spilling there guts out..then stop reading right about here...I just feel like lately...I need help..no matter what is right in my life everything always feels wrong...no matter what I do its not good enough..its just never enough...I cant even focus on what needs to be done...I ( Read more... )

Name: (Dana) Dustin Richard Reardon ( Read more... )

Well things are good right now...infact there great..Ive been writing a lot of new shit lately....Sunday will be me and Jess's official one month<3 I think Sam is coming to visitn sometime soon, and Im getting a job so I can have some money in my fucking pocket. Ive been actually doing school work too this is wierd and classical better be ready cuz ( Read more... )

well california was fucking awesome l0o0o0o0oved getting to see Sam again i missed her and i already do again, day i got back was awesome chilled wit keeney, colleen, kip, camila, morgun, and j hottie :-) lol. we went to the movie "saw" so fucking good i loved it and today i jus chilled wit people and smoked and weeee i dont know i got to get my ( Read more... )

well i had two encounters with the cops with morgun and lil ryan russel mccarthy this weekend but w/e ( Read more... )

well today cammy, morgun and tj walked in my room at 12 30 this morning and woke me up so i got ready and hung out with them for awhile and tj went home and we just chilled at cammys....i dont know i just havnt been in such a great mood lately...this really sucks ( Read more... )

fuck....

.................Well thats what I get for thinking I deserved something that amazing...........

I really just had a strong need to update this but....I'm not really sure what I want to say...yeah....fuck it....