Before it ever receds into the cobwebs of my mind, Im going to write down what happened and how I felt on the day when it all changed ( Read more... )

I was speechless and my mind went blank. A slap in the face. A combination of exhaustion and exasperation. I guess I was angry, angry why I haven't won you over, angry at my helplessness, angry at my chaos. I AM an insecure person, I have lost evrything before and when I read 'equal importance'I felt I had lost everything again ( Read more... )

I have never been so busy in my life. Ever. I forget meetings, dates, names. But all I do is sit and wait. I guess it is an experience I'll look back upon and smile, to remember that all the work I've been doing was just really not meaningful at all. It's like studying something that I will never use at all. Life will change and I will not be stuck ( Read more... )

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY PORKCHOP HEAD!!ICE CREAM HEAD LOVES YOU!!!

The Negation ( Read more... )

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“Life… Don’t talk to me about life.” It’s the pit he fell into, its walls are slippery and muddy. It's the clawing and clambering. They only seem to bring more dirt in. It is now ankle deep.

He could call for help but doesn’t. He wouldn't want to, he wouldn't know how to cope then.

Last night, I broke into someone’s house. The candle lit corridors were ornamented with sculptures of the Holy One, scriptures in a foreign tongue and a covenants that exclaim, “Repent and You will be Saved.” ‘Why do I need to repent? And what saving do I need?’ It all seemed too pretentious. God broke his back trying to save the world, why should ( Read more... )

Pic, U better be there when i click on refresh...

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And I dreamt of you again, together with me walking, just walking further and further. It felt so perfect and uncomplicated. We walked past a railroad, homes, then towards a meandering valley that never ceased. I felt, We felt so free, without the worries of the world. And I understood then as I had always did, I want to be with you, beyond school ( Read more... )