I owe an ammends to many....

[soyalicious]

Paranoid. That's one of many words I can think of when trying to describe myself. For some reason it seems to rip at every part of my insecure being. In many situations it controls me, forces me to hide behind my barrier, allows me to feel even more unwanted than I already do. I've been disappointed with my actions for a long time now. I mean my

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[pennylane001]

im sorry too em. i love you so much and i miss you greatly, and the fact that we havent seen eachother is so mutha fuckin long is just illegal. this friday my two friends from camp are visiting me and i would love to hang out with you too dahling. We both know we are two best friends who shouldnt let a stupid thing like not going to the same school get between us and begin to seperate us. you've been there for me more than anyone in my entire life, and hopefully i have done the same for you and i know i will try supah hard to continue to do that for you babe. i love you