Damn ive totally been meaning to write all freaking week but the afformentioned projects (esp the freaking YEAST lab) really fucked my shit up...I pulled an all nighter and two nights till at least 4 am this week. I swear i really am going to give up premeds soon, i feel like as much as id like the career the 6 years of work, the process, the ( Read more... )

Ok ill get to my life in a minute but HOLY FUCK drop what you are doing and support do knock (one of my fav dancers aka jon cruz) because he is in the star search finals for young dancers. Never really met the guy but im so fucking proud of what hes doing..take THAT ballet..take THAT interpretive dance...we are mighty bboys...boo yah. if you want ( Read more... )

And here i am after aprx 10 hours of lugging myself around on planes and cars. She greeted me at the SAC airport and we exchanged flowers...aww hehe it ws fun.Its been so nice having someone to squeeze on. Shes so my better half sometimes...who else could possibly talk me into watching the bourne identity! However because apparently some devine ( Read more... )

So tonight was actually pretty fun. I was surprised since im still a little shook from the events of this week with kat. Things are much better mind you its just that i mean...it WAS rather traumatic and im still feeling a tad down. After all shes still out there tonight and itd be nice to be having fun with her. But anna and elana and nate and ( Read more... )

Right now its 12 36 in Bloomington and the weather is about 35 degrees and raining…it seems so appropriate to me. It funny I haven’t gotten any valentines..not even from family yet. I feel really alone..the way I used to feel before I dated kat. In some ways though iwonder if maybe she has something to do with it. I Know that valentines day is ( Read more... )

Alright well its like 2 am and i have the extremly unpleasant chemistry class in about 7 hours but i feel really good. I thought the test was gonna completly grab me by the hips and give me 10 inches of love but i think i beat that C105 exam into the ground (not to blow my own horn...im sure that this was the easiest test of the semmester so... ( Read more... )

Wow what a change 20 minutes with the one you love can make. I was so upset on monday but just talking to kchan for 20 minutes really made me feel better. Thanks so much hun, i just need those times to remind me how good i have it. Despite that im still 2000 someoddmiles away i feel much better..even danced a little in the room and worked out a ( Read more... )

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Day four of random flu thing: I've noticed that ive gotten a debilitating sickness of some sort roughly once a semester since I came to college...Each time it has taken me an extraordinary amount of time (something like 5 days) to show any signs of getting better. I think the dorms here must breed sickness or something.
On a separate note I have ( Read more... )

oh i cant agree more