i didnt go school today...the main reason was that i was tired..but also i didnt want to see emily. i thought that she would hate me and not talk to me. or not want to be friends with me because i keep fucking up. i mean who would? i cant believe she has stayed with me all this time. she's too good for me...i mean the whole chris poops thing...she ( Read more... )

seriosly...why the hell do i have friends. im not a nice person...nor am i generous or giving or kind. i dont think before i speak which gets me into a lot of trouble..and when i do think its normally about myself. what the hell? know i know why emily doesnt say nice things to me anymore. theres nothing nice to say about me. what went wrong..i used ( Read more... )

well hey! its middle of the week and its taking so long. i hate it that i don't fancy anyone at the minute. i mean yeah im having little crushes here and there but nothing like seriously liking. its been about 5 months sicne ive had a boyfriend i mean what the hell is that? is it my aftershave? hmmm nah. i dont wear any aftershave...maybe thats why ( Read more... )

ahhh velvet revolver were amazing...they put on such a good show...but scott weiland turnt up drunk so they came on late due to the band trying to sober him up. ahhh thats the rock and roll life. i got after show passes and spophie fucking ellis bexter was there....why? someone tell me...fucking murder on the dance floor my ass! but yeah there was ( Read more... )

yeah so schools crap...still....but oh my did mr gibson look buff today! i hate it when he's in the exam cos i get all paranoid when he talks to someone else. i know its gay...but im like in love with him. but i hate it when he's not i the hall...cos then i get worried..like he may have fallen down the stairs or something. god...he is so buff...i ( Read more... )

don't suppose that you can make me pay ( Read more... )

so im in a crappy little hotel...its crap by the way! we are half way through the tour and my dad didnt want to spend another day on the bus...he is a crap. i love the bus! i would live on it for the rest of my life if i could! this is the best experience of my life so far....apart from metting THE mr gibson! mmmmmmmmmmmm yummy thoughts! and yes ( Read more... )

the tour is coming up!in fact its 3 days away! i cant wait ( Read more... )

tis friday.....only 2 more days before school! i dont want to ever return.....well only to see my one and only! but when i go back to school all i have to think about is only 1 week before the tour! i hope that bitch of a head lets me go! anyway i ahve a funfilled evening for tonight! well its supposed to be fun! if it goes right that is! danny's ( Read more... )

no im not going to call you up and sort things out after you have said all this shit! friends do NOT say things like that about eachother. i dont know what sort of friendships you have had in the past but you need to realise that no matter what...friends just dont say that ( Read more... )