i think i love life.

and i can feel the seasons changing and yea...its awesome.

school is hard, work is work...and i dunno i love/hate the single life. i had how i can still be soo attached to evan, it makes me sick, and i know we'll never work out in any circumstances, i dunno. hes just such a dirtbag, i dont know why i bother ( Read more... )

needs to go away and everything needs to be chill again

why do guys have to such weirdos and freaks? what the hell is wrong with my aura that all this is happening?!? fucking damn it all, time to lay low.

i start school in a week, i bought a new pipe today

sooo its like 340 in themorning and i should be sleepingbut my hair is wet and i dunno..i was always told to wait for my hair to dry before i sleep ( Read more... )

i hope school will become a wonderful distraction from life very very very soon because i realllyyyyy need it

november november. its tuesday and i can hardly believe that i dont have urgent work to do, maybe i do but i dont think its important enough to do. hahaha ( Read more... )

ganglion cyst?! WHO GETS THOSE?!

did i forget to mention that I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE?! is it so terrible that all i want to do is sleep or die?

thanks everybody.

so everything is more or less the same on my end, which really sucks...i think back to like this time last year, im still going to school, still broke all the time, still try to smoke weed everyday, still in the same shitty relationship...so its obvious that things arent really going to change next year, just my outlook needs to change ( Read more... )

okay, so mostly things still suck. ahhhhh fuckkkkk my life. i feel all the time that no one is on my side. i hope this feeling goes away really really soon.