That's beautiful A. I am having a hard time processing I have been reading a lot of Ali's journal for the first time and kicking myself for not searching it out. . .before.
I went to girlmom for the first time this week and her presence just keeps looming larger and larger with every click my mouse makes.
How could she be this larger then life person who seemed to do nothing but touch and help others 24/7 - when up close she spoke to me like I was the only other person on the planet?
I guess I just answered my own question.
It just feels like the universe cheated - like it winked at us and laughed while we had our guard down.
Cade.
Blah - all of this is too much. The details - I can't get the details of what will happen out of my head. She made herself so accessible that now the strangers that are her family remain at the top of my head.
Hi pudden, I hope you guys are okay, Otepi and I spoke about what you pretties are moving through right now, we send our friendship and love, and we will be over as soon as our schedyules with work permit, you guys need anything you know how to reach us.. we love you, all of you. my candles are lit.
well stated. Death is in the air lately. It sucks but also hosts as a reminder that we don't have to go that route. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder. I believe that to be true. I only met Ali once but from what i understand, know she was an amazing woman and a big inspiration in your lives. I'm sorry for the loss. I too have had to deal with death in the family(by family i mean friends too) it sucks but we get through it. Fuck that guilt shit. I tortured myself with my brothers death too. It's no ones fault it just is. For all you know she may have planned this out and nothing you could have done or said would have changed her mind. We will never know but do yourself a favor and don't blame you. I hope Cade doesn't blame himself either. He has been in my thoughts ever since i heard. I love you guys.
why don.t seagulls fly over the bay?street_justice_June 19 2005, 22:09:23 UTC
cause then they would be bagels. i exsist in the live journal realm. wanted to let you know. i love you and i.m sorry shit is hard for you right now. the universe is taking a crappy turn. at least you.ll be here this summer. something to look forward to. -the batmanda
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I went to girlmom for the first time this week and her presence just keeps looming larger and larger with every click my mouse makes.
How could she be this larger then life person who seemed to do nothing but touch and help others 24/7 - when up close she spoke to me like I was the only other person on the planet?
I guess I just answered my own question.
It just feels like the universe cheated - like it winked at us and laughed while we had our guard down.
Cade.
Blah - all of this is too much. The details - I can't get the details of what will happen out of my head. She made herself so accessible that now the strangers that are her family remain at the top of my head.
I'll stop now. We should tallk. I hope you are doing okay.http://www.livejournal.com/users/
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I hope you guys are okay, Otepi and I spoke about what you pretties are moving through right now,
we send our friendship and love, and we will be over as soon as our schedyules with work permit,
you guys need anything you know how to reach us.. we love you, all of you. my candles are lit.
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cuz I thinks I likes you.
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I miss my girls.
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when did you get a livejournal?
i can't wait to see you, i miss you so much!
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