so this has been a pretty shitty week i must say. transimission on my car got fucked up first day of my 3 days off in a row such luck as it is why should i be able to do anything fun on my days off. then i wanted to pay my car insurance this week and i realize i missed it by one day so i no longer have car insurance and i sure as fuck don't have ( Read more... )

how has it one year gone by already, i still feel i let my friend down in so many ways. maybe if only i had been a better friend maybe he would still be here today, i just don't understand why these things happen to people especially when they are young so many years left to live. its just not fair what i would give for it to just not have happened ( Read more... )

i swear no matter what i do its always a let down i mean seriously regardless of what i decide to do with my time its a let down its like bad luck tends to follow me and it sucks. called into work for a show that didn't happen cause the cops show up, get a ticket, and girl that i have been talking to decides because she has a boyfriend we can't ( Read more... )

ya know i feel like i work all the time and yet i don't make enough money at all, i am getting to old to be making shitty money, where did all the years go damn it! this week was full of work, and me starting to paint my car, and random swimming pool break in's. i suppose i can't really complain. lots to do this weekend get to see cake maybe hang ( Read more... )

creamer wars in the denny's parking lot what a lovely way to end an evening. Never surrender! is all i can say haha.i love hanging out with ali, atleast most of the time i do:p. tonight is one of those good mood nights least untill i have to get up at 10 to go to work. plans for tommorow are as follows work 1030 til 5 then perhaps mall and movie ( Read more... )

i need a change of pace, a change of scenary, maybe some new friends. i don't like syracuse much anymore and i don't like my life, i don't like the person i am and i wish my life could have been lived differently. one small change and where would i be i proally wouldn't know half the people i know now would it be worth it? maybe i would be making ( Read more... )

so nothing new to really update normal boring week, cept been sick for like half of it. there was bens birthday but we really didn't do anything for it not much to really do in the middle of the week. so yeah i work alot this week no days off till friday which kinda sucks but i do need the money so i must try and not complain, hopefully i get ( Read more... )

so yeah me and ben get this sweet ass room at embassy suites that mike was supposed to help pay for and totally doesn't call us or anything to let us know hes not gonna go which is not fuckin cool, so it was pretty much me, ben, and andrew got to go in the pool and jacuzzi that was cool atleast. then ali and jillian showed up for a while about the ( Read more... )

so me and mike hung out tonight had 3 bucks and some change for food we ended up getting bologna, chips, and pepsi. since we already had the bread and mustard we were set then spent the night as if it was ed's house back in the day we did the tony hawk action. i have decided i need to buy tony hawk 1, and 2 so if you already have them and don't ( Read more... )

i'd say i'm happier now then i have been in a while nothing has really changed but i have been able to just let things slide more for some reason, i mean give it time i'm sure i'll be back to grumpy in a lil while. so me and ben are thinkin about doin a hotel party this weekend not sure that it will actually happen but if it did that would be sweet ( Read more... )