Language is so so very interesting....consider the following expression.....When we lost our mother  or the doctor stating Im so sorry we have lost your daughter. I am sorry but as responsible human beings we dont lose our parents(unless its intentional) thats another matter altogether...and if a trained(notice I didnt say competent) medical ( Read more... )

       So I was watchin the news tonite and the Secretary of the Treasury made a comment that stuck with me. He said and I quote that more regulatory oversite would be needed if there is"excess complexity"... WTF is that...how much more fucking complex does the financial stupidity we are experiencing now need to get... and just what does excess ( Read more... )

    Ymir has come an gone.The weather was absolutely wonderful(many expressed how strange it was not to be standin in the sleet/rain/freezin yur ass off Ymir shit) but Ymir is unpredictable, an I for 1 thought this weather was perfectly normal for a Ymir, its always been capricious an different every time I have been. Dont get me wrong I loved not ( Read more... )

    Just a short time ago Deza posted about escaping an boat living an escaping......ah to escape the confines of my so called life an existence. live free, ride/surf/sail/climb/travel/hide ah the wind in my face an no troubles at all. I used to be convinced that this would cure all my troubles/cares/worries/fears/boredom....and as good as it ( Read more... )

     Tomorrow is my birthday, I will be 56, an its not so much that Im gettin old(been doing that for some time now) I feel so blah. I
have been avoiding going to work for over a week, and quite frankly, I dont want to go in, and it wouldnt hurt my feelins if the company I work for folded or even if they were to fire me. I just dont give a crap. My ( Read more... )

   So enmeshed in the season, Im happy/sad/glad. If uall watch the tube, the commercial for BestBuy which showes the family shakin BB boxes, then driving by the mother's/grandmother's house an waving an stating "I think we are done here" pretty much sums up what Christmas has degenerated into for a large segment of folks in the US.
   I hang out ( Read more... )

I am alive, an that about sums things up...I have a he rendous cold an for some ungodly reason a crew is cutting down all the trees on the property behind mine(the 2 are not related) I love Christmas, but this year I am just not feelin it, not real sure why....Not even sure why Im telling/reporting these mundane facts. An keep those cards an

1)I am an alcoholic.an whats this mean? if I drink I have no control on how much, I will drink all until its gone or I pass/black out.
2)Because I drank like that for many many years, I now live on borrowed time...I need to remember this an be very very grateful,an very scared
3)Turn lites are optional equipment here in NC.is the 1 sure way to tell ( Read more... )

    So the 3rd of the wild bunch is home from school,an the 1ST is due home soon(after graduation)considering a life/profession as a photographer is harder than rock stardom(but Im proud) she is very very goodat what she does....an none are pregnant,involved in much stupid drama(as some of the more established couples I know, who for however we try ( Read more... )

  Im old enuff to remember when VCR tapes were the hot technology, old enuff to remember when the internet consisted of 1(yes thats rite one frickin program that tracked combat casualties) an cellular communication was done with a military secure radio.
So, whats the point? My computer had to be put into lifesupport/ICU an was out it for appx 10 ( Read more... )