why is everything so confusing..why cant anything ever be totaly obvious and out in the open?

im so lost..an tired of making an effort..for instance at work..and i really try..but they always want more i work so much..and they dont understand when i want a day off.

"i love the little tacos i love them good"

im in class right now and have absolutely nothing to do. i had a really bad anxiety attack today, and i have a lot of work to do so im going to get off.

i got a job!  fuck ( Read more... )

err back to school....im not looking forward to waking up tomorrow at all. but the good part is..its my last year..and i can get some new clothes...blek. see you all tomorrow around 7:45.

yeah mopeds are scary. end of story.

FUCK! being grounded for something that is not your fault but was unavoidable really really really SUCKS. thanks alot dad for being so caring..and understanding it means the world to me....if only you could figure out how to do those things. THIS FUCKIN SUCKS ( Read more... )

aw man im so tired. i havent been sleepin at all anyways i just thought id post..man the show i went to last thursday was awesome..mostly because it was senses fail..also cuz it was at slims. yay!

today was one of those days were alot of thing happen that havent happened in a long time...like a song comes on that you havent heard in so long, or someone says a phrase no one has said in a while..stuff like that. anyways i changed my lj around..i was bored.. im not sure if i like it though. tomorrow i go back to school, im sad that two weeks ( Read more... )

its been so nice lately, i love it. anyways, i need money by next week so if anyone has ideas of where i could get money quick..suggestions would be greatly appreciated. ok back to weather, its my spring break and its actually nice outside and warm..not real warm but warm for around here. im re-arranging my room right now, so i need to finish some ( Read more... )

so my dad is such the nice guy so loving and caring..and anything but those, see i couldnt get a ride to school and so he gets all pissed and tells me he hates my boyfriend..he thinks im stupid and cant go anywhere in life..and doubts ill graduate..he tells me im a whore..and that im irresponsible..and that he hopes my sister doesnt ever have any ( Read more... )