So I've buried my spare time in city of heroes just to hide from real life for a while. The sara contacted me today and bolstered my faltering heart. She even insisted she'd come up for the wedding of my best friend. I'm giddy to think of her coming into town again ( Read more... )

Be forwarned; what follows in these cuts is mushy, graphic, and horridly romantic.

( I tried to steal the moon from the sky )

Sappy depressing, love junk coming in the next post. Last chance to take me off the friends list.

This will either cheer you up or frighten you.
Go squirrel go.

D-d-don't stop the beat!

Using a little magic from ars technica found here, I was able to pull apart my ps2 like a rubic's cube and squirt out the innards, re-level the laser and slap its ass back into working condition. To pacifiy the hole in currently found in my soul, I'm going to sing some krev and drown my sorrows in grapefruit soda ( Read more... )

still no call from sarah. maybe she's decided I'm just not worth it. two days off, today and tomarrow. cleaning up the place. looking for something to do. I need a female to make a phone call for me too. social engineering is my favorite form of hacking ( Read more... )

Today begins a week of ph (community kids leave at noon, rec in the mornings and 'structured' activities in the afternoon). Last night was another "I'm going to bed at 11:00 but I'll fall asleep at 3:00" nights; with a strange call from steph in the middle of it. I think of sra constantly; eagerly awaiting her call and babbling incessantly about ( Read more... )

Yes I know i've posted repeatedly about worrying about sara. I'm not sure why she's unable to call me much but I suppose I should be patient and understanding. Right now I'm on the low end of my mood cycle, sometimes preparing to go somewhere and simply freezing in my tracks; feeling like I'm unable to move on, pondering all of the crazy ( Read more... )

After sara's call yesterday morning my day kept getting weirder and weirder. A visit with amy that was odd ( Read more... )

The last couple of days have been nice, being off from work and all. The headaches and sickness have subsided and now I'm able to think straight for hours at a time. Sara has a been a constant pillar of secure feeling; calming my nerves and warming my heart. Last night during a design session with kyle, we hit upon a brilliant idea to turn our ( Read more... )