So, yesterday Rhyan came over and that was fun. On the way to taking him home, we passed a couple of cops, not thinking anything of it because we figured they'd pulled someone over
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That's too bad. I don't what you're feeling, cause i've never known anyone who has died and have never really worked to understand it all. Hope you are feeling well. I understand if you don't want to come up this weekend. I mean everyone else has a life and i'm sure there are more important things
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Okay, I know that whenever I mention anything having to do with Dani, it sets you off, but this isn't the time or place. The entry was about one of my friends dying. The only thing that made me feel better was hanging out with other friends, one who happened to be Dani. I know you guys have your differences, but do me a favor: If I write an entry about how I'm sad because someone is dead, keep your ranting to yourself. At this point, I don't care and I don't want to hear it.
I said i was sorry for what you have been going through. But at one point Dani used to be my friend too. And yes i'm pissed and jealous that she likes you and hates me. I am sorry your friend died, but i was just so damn heartbroken to know that Dani was there for you and not for me.
And don't tell me about how you like to be around friends when you are sad, cause i fuckin g live here without friends and no one gives a damn. i was trying to give you condolences, but excuse me if your joy in Dani's company hurts me, because it really goddman hurts. I olive alone. I could die4 tomorroe and no one would ofind my dead body and my cats woulld knaw at my flesh until the stink reaches the parking lot before they find me, so I know about being without friends than you could ever understand. I am sorry you lost your fried. But hell i've lost two close friends in the passt year and no one gives a damn about that. Why does Dani fucking like you more anyway? It's not fair and it hurts. It really fucking hurts.
Okay, I get that you're hurting, but someone dying is not the same as a crumbling friendship. Please do not compare them this soon after one of my friends has died. It's insensetive and just upsetting to me
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I've said it once, and I'll say it again: wow. I mean, I obviously didn't know her, and I'm sad because it's just so...wow. She was only 26 or 27? I mean, I don't know her and I find it hard to believe. And since I'm generally inarticulate, now I leave you with some quote-age, because it makes me feel better:
“Death is terrifying because it is so ordinary. It happens all the time.”
“Many men kill themselves for love, but many more women die of it”
"Life isn't fair."
That was last one was mine. Go me. Um, in other news, I love you. Love!
I don't know quite what to say, and I understand that words are rather meaningless compared to what you're feeling. Words are trite even. Sometimes, condolences don't really seem like much, but we give them anyway. All we can do is lean on our friends and family, and give thanks that they're there, sometimes not saying anything, but just being physically present. I wish I was physically present.
I know that you usually deal with death by avoiding it, and that's understandable. Everyone copes in their own way. I cope with it by using anger, because I repress that emotion in the rest of my life. But sometimes you just have to ride the tide of whatever emotions are present, no matter how much you don't want to face them (I know, I know, advice from someone who represses her emotions a lot, but maybe that makes me qualified?)
Anyway, loves and hugs, because that's all any of us have to give.
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And don't tell me about how you like to be around friends when you are sad, cause i fuckin g live here without friends and no one gives a damn. i was trying to give you condolences, but excuse me if your joy in Dani's company hurts me, because it really goddman hurts. I olive alone. I could die4 tomorroe and no one would ofind my dead body and my cats woulld knaw at my flesh until the stink reaches the parking lot before they find me, so I know about being without friends than you could ever understand. I am sorry you lost your fried. But hell i've lost two close friends in the passt year and no one gives a damn about that.
Why does Dani fucking like you more anyway? It's not fair and it hurts. It really fucking hurts.
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“Death is terrifying because it is so ordinary. It happens all the time.”
“Many men kill themselves for love, but many more women die of it”
"Life isn't fair."
That was last one was mine. Go me. Um, in other news, I love you. Love!
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I know that you usually deal with death by avoiding it, and that's understandable. Everyone copes in their own way. I cope with it by using anger, because I repress that emotion in the rest of my life. But sometimes you just have to ride the tide of whatever emotions are present, no matter how much you don't want to face them (I know, I know, advice from someone who represses her emotions a lot, but maybe that makes me qualified?)
Anyway, loves and hugs, because that's all any of us have to give.
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