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Seriously if things don't change I'm bouta snap up in here. Yeah I get it you're in pain and that sucks. but guess what so am I. lets not forget my insides feel like their gonna fall outta my butt half the time and I still hafta put my big girl panties on and deal with my day don't I? Ugh! I never get ONE OUNCE of sympathy for my pain and lets not ( Read more... ) -
Numb
It's been quite some time since I have last posted on my Journal. A lot of things have changed since my last post. I am seeing a psych trying to sort through all of the turmoil life has brought me thus far. I am now on quite a few different meds to help keep my anger at bay. Although I'm not sure I really feel any better....Now it's a numbness that ( Read more... ) -
Enough is enough!
I've had it with everything! I just want to be left alone! I'm tired of doing work around here while others just sit and relax and enjoy their day! I am not the only person that lives in this darn house! Get up and do something sheesh! Lazy Mofo's!!! -
Sick of it
Have I mentioned I'm getting sick of picking up after people? CLEAN UP YOUR OWN DAMN MESSES!!!! -
Wish I knew
Ok I need to put this somewhere and I figured here is just as good a place as any....so here goes ( Read more... ) -
WTH
Why on earth do I have to have days like this....I thought my meds were supposed to help me feel better not have days where I feel like I want to completely melt down. I didn't even want to get out of bed today.....and right now as I am writing this I am on the verge of tears....why for the love of god can't I just be normal? I would give anything ( Read more... ) -
why
I'm getting really sick of all of these stupid memories coming back up to the front of my mind and getting me all riled up. It's not good for anybody.....I'm really getting sick of lashing out at my best bud Christina (I'm really trying to get better about this, and it's coming along....I don't want her to think that I hate her. I don't. But at ( Read more... ) -
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I'm thinking that I'd really be better off just going and crawling into the deepest darkest hole I can find. You see I have this tendency of really going off on people when they piss me off....(yes I have anger issues, but I'm working on it and I'm not as bad about going off as I used to be b4 if someone would just look at me cross eyed I would ( Read more... ) -
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All has been going perfectly well up until about last week.....My oldest son got unfairly thrown outta school,so he's been put on home based services until we can get him into this special school for children who are severely emotionally disturbed which he is not at all, he doesn't act out at home like he does in school which tells me it's the ( Read more... )