this is a public service announcement.

I am going to be a hermit for the next 8 weeks. And if you ever see me socializing, please, feel free to yell at me and tell me to do my homework. The only exception to that rule will be the quality Jan time that I MUST have before she moves. Otherwise... I'll see you guys in September!

xoxo
Tahirih

I'm probably just really tired, and that's contributing to my slight sad feelings of the moment, but I feel as if my current crush not coming out tonight means that I'll never see him again, and I don't want that, because I think he is a high quality kind of guy, and you don't find those very often. I really would love to have him in my life in one ( Read more... )

only 3 more hours until school. I'm not as nervous about it as I thought I'd be, but there's still time. I think I'm going to invest in a better drafting board, and maybe a new pencil. and I think I'll have to get some tutoring on perspective and rendering.. it'll just make my life that much easier, and will make my projects better ( Read more... )

so I bought some coffee yesterday, was SO excited to try it out this morning, and that's when I discovered the horrible mistake that I had made. I got DECAF!!! ahh!!!!!! maybe it's a sign from the great beyond that I need to cut back on the caffeine... hm...

on the bus just now a girl was having a very private conversation with someone on her cell phone, so I thought I'd come home and post it for all to read. so it started off as your average phone call to your boyfriend until she started going into the fact that he never calls her and never tries to hang out. I assume he then asked her what she wanted ( Read more... )

2 years after my europe trip, I'm finally putting together a scrapbook. I want to go back. really bad. and I'm hoping I can take Amy G with me, 'cause she knows the language. Just looking at the map of the city brings tears to my eyes. After talking to a guy that lives there, I know that I might not want to actually live there, but I sure would ( Read more... )

so I'm fairly certain that I will never hear from the boy again. I seem to have an ever-growing list of guys who never want to see me more than once. I'm not going to worry about it though. If this taught me anything, it taught me that it's not so unreasonable to think that I could get a date if I want one, and that really I don't have time for ( Read more... )

I am finally back from what was certainly an interesting and eventful week. I'll start with monday. I spent all day being nervous about calling the boy (whose name is Aaron by the way), had lunch with Jan, ran some errands and then got home. still too nervous to make the call, I took a nap, woke up at 5 something when Julie got home and just called ( Read more... )

I hate how any prospect of a boy in my life makes my hands sweat, my heart beat uncontrollably, and makes my stomach hurt. This fear is almost worse than my fear of public speaking. I hate it. Anxiety does run in my family, so I'm thinking that it's highly possible that I have an actual clinical problem. I know for sure that it's not as bad as it ( Read more... )

so I need to go to bed, as I have had one too many beers, however, I thought I'd share with you all that tonight I have finally talked to a boy that I've liked for a few years now, and it went pretty well. he gave me his number and told me to call him on monday, and if I don't call him, he'll call me. and he's glad that I finally talked to him. and ( Read more... )