my left hand is swollen, both arms feel like the veins are sucked dry, my legs are pumping battery acid and are working overtime and i have this stinging feeling on the back of my left ear.

but i can still say that i have a smile on my face.

i hate my health so much. i just want to get diabetes already and get all the other shit over with.

today was awesome. katie's awesome. yesterday was awesome. henry's awesome. friday sucked. but i saw kalin at the sopund arena so kalins awesome.

i just got "by the way" and the old my chemical romance (when i get a blank or two ill burn it for you jessie). jessie you are way awesome than me cuz you were the first one to even bring my chemical romance to my attention (and yes, they fuckin rock ( Read more... )

today was an incredible day and i am smiling lots today. i hung out with the evr so awesome lourdes and even though it was a small adventure in itself we found a certain store that we were looking for. it was pretty fun just searching for it but we found it and it's a place i know i'm totally gonna go there a lot more often. i know the way on metro ( Read more... )

i notice i have this weird pump on my head and i'm positive that i ahven't hit my head in the pass...lots of months ago basically. should i be worried?

lately i have been going left and right with mixed emotions and i am left hopeless and sad. i have tried real hard to make things work but have failed at every corner. i just can't keep persisting when i don't get anywhere at all and for such a long period of time too. moving on is my only solution but i'm terrified if that doesn't work out either ( Read more... )

"this time imperfect"- AFI ( Read more... )

i cant wait to go see HIM ( Read more... )

And Love Said No ( Read more... )