Things get confused, ok that's a given. Days blend together, things get a tad bit muddled. But then one day, you sit in class and realize that the three hundred pages of a book that everyone else has locked away nicely in their little brains is ...not in yours, because you haven't opened the book. Worse, you can't even find the book nor do you ( Read more... )

Jesus god Kotlarek, you sure do post often.

Well, it happened again. One week ago i was wondering if I was going to be able to fit everyone in my apartment and if i could afford liquor for everyone to drink since everyone said thay wanted to come up to my (housewarming) thing. I thought about all this last night as i sat up till four a.m. drinking warm Jack Daniels and smoking bud just to ( Read more... )

Craziness on this fine evening, jittering on the edge, the brink of the famous crossroads. I wonder how Rt. 130 is fairing tonight. I wonder how the world is going about. Is their laughter? Are there tears? Do some wish they were dead, and others wish for nothing more, than to be more alive. Oh what miseries can come with this constant consistent ( Read more... )

Hey kids. I have officially moved into my new digs. Things have progressed nicely and now i am at Ken's place at TCNJ, livin it up and chillin. We went to the diner and it felt like good ol times at college. I am even further assured that this is the beginning of a decent year of school and life, but i will retract that immediatly to avoid the risk ( Read more... )

Well, this is my last night at home. Tommorow i embark for freedom and much sex, hopefully. Next saturday i'm trying to get some people to come up to my place but no one but Kevin and Ken seem to be able to make it. Go figure ( Read more... )

This weekend was kind of interesting because it was a little different. I had to go to an all day workshop on Sunday for the newspaper. It was like being in class all day but it was good to see everyone and to find out what's going on this year. Apparently our office is being moved on the first weekend of school...so that should be hellish. Good ( Read more... )

Things are starting to get to me. I started this summer very optimistic and with wonderous changes ahead. I planned to move out of my house, maybe for good, in the beginning of July and live at my new apartment. I was going to get a decent paying job there and save up some money for the school year so i wouldn't be perpetually broke...at least not ( Read more... )

"Long Nights ( Read more... )

I just read Kevin's last post tonight and it brought some ugly things to the surface that i haven't really thought about in depth for a long time, mostly because i dreaded going there. Kevin, I'm sorry that you have to go through this. I know what it's like. First semester last year, a guy i knew, Jonas committed suicide. He was one of those ( Read more... )