Yesterday was the journey to Christina's grandparents (I call them Grandma and Grandpa) house. It was long- but it was fun. I keep hoping the ten days we're staying will be just as fun, if not more. It's hard spending so much time with Christina and Cole, but it'll be okay. The only thing I'm worried about is getting Christina angry with me before ( Read more... )

So, I've been thinking a lot about myself and the way I want my life to be, and how I want it is not how it's going. I want that to change. Change is a hard thing to do, that is certainly something I've learned over the years, but not impossible, and besides, if it isn't hard, than it wouldn't be something worth fighting for, even if it is yourself ( Read more... )

Once you've gone off the path it's seven times harder to come back; it's like trying to be good in dog years. I've learned this. But that doesn't mean I can't get back. I talked to Andrew again last night, and he really is rooting for me. He's one person who really is inspiring me to change my ways, because he was going through the same thing, and ( Read more... )

Let me ask you: How much of a dork can one person be? Well... Now let me answer you: One person (me) can be the biggest dork in the entire world! Here I am, complaining about working for maybe forty hours a month and having to pay a couple of bills, when Nephi is crying out in repentance because he was praying to God in a nervous fear that his ( Read more... )

I suppose it's best I learn this now, but work sucks. I work for a minimal three hours a day, three day sa week, four weeks a mont, get three hundred dollars a month, pay ninety dollars a month for car insurance, ten percent of my paycheck a month for tithing, pay at least twenty bucks a month for gas and have to buy anything I want and have to ( Read more... )

A few nights ago my family rented a couple of movies to watch together. They were: "Along Came Polly", "The Secret Window" and "50 First Dates". They were all okay, but I only really liked one; "50 First Dates" with Drew Berrymore and Adam Sandler. Now, normally any movie with Adam Sandler is pretty useless, funny as heck, but containing no real ( Read more... )

"My Dearest Love, I want you to know that I believe in you. I believe that you have what it takes to make your dreams come true, and I just want you to know that I'll be there beside you through both the good times and the bad times. I 'll be your light and warmth when the road gets rough. I'll lend you a shoulder; I'll hold your hand when you ( Read more... )

It's hard being an individual, like so many people are. I am so boring, just average. Another unseen face in the crowd, and that's how it's always been. I don't know why it matters to anyone out in the world, but I'm afraid of heights and spiders. I can't sleep unless it's incredibly dark or we're in the car. I hate the smell of corn. I like cat's ( Read more... )

My mother has been in California for most of this past month, and everybody has had to give up a few things. I've had to give up my free time, my fun, my friends, my privacy, my sleep, my... the list goes on. I'm not trying to say that I shouldn't have to do these things, because I know that I should, without a doubt. But when my mother came home, ( Read more... )

Does it make sense to like some one so much? No...but it's happening! I don't even see him, and I'm freaking in love with him... I mean it... I don't want to sound all creepy stalker like.. but I find that I start to look for him in the halls in between classes, and I think about him all during math, where he should be, but of course, he was just ( Read more... )