I wake up thinking my phone is ringing, but no its only a dream. I dream sweet but wake up bitter. I've lost my best friend.

..This sucks.

Somehow she managed to make me feel more lonely than I have felt in almost 2 years. On a holiday weekend when everyone is with their family... I struggled to keep my composure ( Read more... )

What can you do?

You can't ask for more than what is willing to be given. You can't ask to be a higher priority than where you have been placed. Sometimes you are just simply easily discarded. That happens. Get over it.

Just have patience.

I suppose I spend a great deal of time worrying that everyone is against me. I have a hard time accepting care from others. I'd rather they not because I know better than to lay on my back and give them my belly ( Read more... )

It seems like lately that's all I hear. "Be careful ( Read more... )

Here I go again. Thoughts on a page. As if me talking into the void isn’t already enough for anyone to deal with and yet here I am. I need to learn to get over myself ( Read more... )

There are only a couple songs out there where when heard I am reminded of exactly where and when I first heard it and the situation. This song came to me when I was sitting in the back seat of my buddy's S13 (240sx). We were just coming home from a show ( Read more... )

Today was a testing day. I had a difficult time with some issues at work that were really pressing at me. They were problems that I myself could have avoided but didn't pay enough attention to the details and fell into it. We eventually fixed the issues and production can continue tomorrow ( Read more... )

Today I decided to make a commitment to myself ( Read more... )