Its interesting how we journal our thoughts... then we look back and read our ideas and realize how much our ideas have changed, but the general naivety of our minds never do change. We may at this instance believe that what we believe in is truly correct and then as life goes, experience takes its toll. Our minds are like a river delta and life is ( Read more... )

bla... i'm sick.

I just got back from West Virginia... I realize snow boarding is alot of fun... when you aren't boarding on ICE. Otherwise you should just walk down the mountain... instead of flying into the side of a chateaus after realizing that you can't turn cuz you are no longer on snow, but a sheet of ice.

45 weeks? thats almost a year. We will have to fix that ( Read more... )

it almost seems that as the days go by or as i get older I am awake in a state of mind that is curtained by layers upon layers of fabric... only to see glimmers of light shining through every now and then like walking through a feild of freshly hung lenins waiting to dry. I look upwards and I see the clouds, the sky a tone of blue that makes your ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream i got shot in the head.
... and i felt myself... dying.

when i am angry at my mother ( Read more... )

whooo. So here is what all the fuss is about. hmmm. I've been working on a mac for probably about 2 weeks now. its a beautiful i'll give you that. but am i impressed? not entirely. I dig the F9 f10 f12 commands. wish windows had that, but overall... i wouldn't pay a grand or so more for the same functions.

i need to pick up my video camara and make something ( Read more... )