prom was cool. sam's was cool. dan walsh was cool. dan carruoul was cool. my best friends were cool and all those other people too. shore house was... sick? literally.
:( :( :( :( ? ? ? ? :( :( :( :( :( blah blah blah blah i'm i'm i'm i'm so so so so sick sick sick sick of of of of living living living living ... ... ... ...
I refuse to be like this anymore. maybe the hospital will really help this time...? I'm not counting on it. I'm really trying to stop everything. it's so hard, everything's so hard. Whatever decision I make, soon I'll be so far from here...