I'm a little angry.
Why you ask and why this late at night? Well lets just say I've had time to do some thinking, while staring at my cealing.
We all have issues. I do, you do, your mom/dad does, your dog. your cat...you get the point.
My point is simply this; when you have a person..ANY person, you can talk to about your problems dosen't that ( Read more... )

God you know, I hate to complain. I really do. I mean looking forward to the future is always something I remind myself of ( Read more... )

I just found out that a very good friend of mine passed away on saturday.
This is the most heart wrenching thing I have faced since I moved here.
Nothing has hit me as much.
I wish all the best to him on his travels. Godspeed sir, I miss you brother I miss you with all my heart.
John Lehey..Rest well man, you deserve it.

Up late, oh well. Trying to sleep ( Read more... )

I found this..not only is it an awsome vid but, it reminds me of how truely AWSOME Beast Wars episode: Code of Hero really was.
Best Eps. EVER.

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The song also. Very...appropriate right now. I wish I was as cool as Dinobot then it wouldn't matter but,I just feel this...way ( Read more... )

Well..I guess things are a bit better ( Read more... )

I was waiting since that call on friday; I was going to wait longer but, I have the feeling that at this point I shouldn't.
What's the point?
Nothing, I guess I'm still stupidly optimistic.
I need to cure that.

CONTRARY to someones belief..
I actually slept.
zenboiuke and hatori_1181 Thanks guys..quiet contemplation and meditation worked ( Read more... )

Doors ( Read more... )

The decent continues.
I can hear things...sounds. Sorta like a door opening, sometimes birds. Not outside but inside closets and pantry.
I heard water a little while ago.
running water like a stream in my floor.

I lay in bed since 1..6pm called dragonchylde Mind focused a bit, it's been a while sisnce I heard her voice. I cought her up. She was worried about ( Read more... )