Plahaba
So....today was not fun. Come to think of it the past few months havent been great. But i'm not going to whine about it cuz that would take to much energy! Actually no i lied. I am going to whine about today and the past few days but you dont have to read it...it just makes me feel better to get it all out there.
SO! This whole week started badly....whole bit of stress/drama/crap with my articles for the Buzz...i FINALLY got them both in and so that is a load of stress of my shoulders. However my TLC was bad, i pretty much suck at 3 of my classes!
Also i've been in a really bad mood lately in which i'm getting easily upset/anoyed and just angry feeling which is totally uncharacteristic of me! I hate being not happy! Although being with friends helps and as long as i keep laughing i can stay almost sane through anything. So thats a note for everyone...if i'm laughing it either means...1.something funny is happening. 2. something funny happened that no one else thought was funny but i did so that made it even funnier! 3.i dont know how to react to a situation so i laugh it off. or 4. I'm really upset/angry/anoyed and i dont want to show it so i laugh to cover it up.
It's always worked well but now it's starting to stress me out!
Then today after school i went riding! That was a mess. Mystic was a brat and wouldnt do anything and i just got very quickly anoyed with him and kinda took my anger from this past week out on him which i hate that i did and it only made him worse. Then after that i calmed down alot...being at the barn is good for me. I'm the most happy there...in fact i should just move there...life would be easy! haha! There is a show next saturday...i'd say come out and see me ride but it might not be worth your time...on second though Mystic will probably be bucking and freaking out so if you find joy in other peoples pain then go ahead and come on Sat.! It's double judged..which is stupid...and one of the judges is really strict...we've had her before and we've heard stories and it's all been bad! eh! SO!.....plah
Alright i'm done...i may go sailing tomorrow...jenny cant go so someone else can come so i dont have to sail with all the guys...
Maybe i'll stay home and clean which is funny since i hate cleaning. *Clap* Apolo *spelled with one L...Sara would be proud* is racing tomorrow! GO HIM! *loves*
That's all...FACT next week...fun fun!
SO! This whole week started badly....whole bit of stress/drama/crap with my articles for the Buzz...i FINALLY got them both in and so that is a load of stress of my shoulders. However my TLC was bad, i pretty much suck at 3 of my classes!
Also i've been in a really bad mood lately in which i'm getting easily upset/anoyed and just angry feeling which is totally uncharacteristic of me! I hate being not happy! Although being with friends helps and as long as i keep laughing i can stay almost sane through anything. So thats a note for everyone...if i'm laughing it either means...1.something funny is happening. 2. something funny happened that no one else thought was funny but i did so that made it even funnier! 3.i dont know how to react to a situation so i laugh it off. or 4. I'm really upset/angry/anoyed and i dont want to show it so i laugh to cover it up.
It's always worked well but now it's starting to stress me out!
Then today after school i went riding! That was a mess. Mystic was a brat and wouldnt do anything and i just got very quickly anoyed with him and kinda took my anger from this past week out on him which i hate that i did and it only made him worse. Then after that i calmed down alot...being at the barn is good for me. I'm the most happy there...in fact i should just move there...life would be easy! haha! There is a show next saturday...i'd say come out and see me ride but it might not be worth your time...on second though Mystic will probably be bucking and freaking out so if you find joy in other peoples pain then go ahead and come on Sat.! It's double judged..which is stupid...and one of the judges is really strict...we've had her before and we've heard stories and it's all been bad! eh! SO!.....plah
Alright i'm done...i may go sailing tomorrow...jenny cant go so someone else can come so i dont have to sail with all the guys...
Maybe i'll stay home and clean which is funny since i hate cleaning. *Clap* Apolo *spelled with one L...Sara would be proud* is racing tomorrow! GO HIM! *loves*
That's all...FACT next week...fun fun!