I don't know what to do anymore. I can't make a decision worth shit. I can't count money, I forget codes, procedures, and names of the things of done for years.. Everything I know is kinda just falling apart.

"I have this feeling that won't go away. It's in the center of my torso, behind my eyes, in the back of my head. Something is eating me ( Read more... )

You know you'd think I'd learn the first time.. Watching me set myself up for another heartache. It's what I do. I mean I knew what was getting myself into. I saw it coming. I told myself "don't let yourself fuck up this time". And I proceeded in fucking up. God, I hate you. But, you have no idea what's going on ( Read more... )

I've got the world on a string. Sitting on a rainbow. Got the string around my finger.

Someone just fucking shoot me.
Right between the eyes would just sufficient..

I possessed my own shapeshifter ( Read more... )

The record player skipped ( Read more... )

Flipping through ( Read more... )

I went outside to collect the various Pac dots the paperboy left out on the lawn for Santa clause while running to the store to buy his mother a pair of oyster-skin boots. Then, I realized it was Tuesday and I needed to put on some pants to please my ex girlfriend. So, after watching the movie, I decided to ride my invisible bicycle to the castle ( Read more... )

An ash silhouette of a tried heart breaking,
From trust abused and eyes mistaken,
a path of tattered kisses going nowhere,
Letters to no one to ease the despair.

Memories strangled, the truth is but a lie ( Read more... )

Today fucking blew goat balls. Not only did that weird chick from work who has a serious crush on me, follow me. My doctor's office wouldn't answer my calls. At all. I busted my balls to get money to pay for an appointment outta pocket. And the fucker's never answer. Gah. But, to lighten my night, I made myself laugh while indulging in some yummy ( Read more... )