Im Back...=D

Jun 23, 2009 14:51

So I guess I need to fall back into writing journals, there's lots to catch up with:S so Im just going summarize it and write it if I remember:S

So first off SCHOOLS OUT ahAHAHHAHAHAH :D:D:D I am officially a high school senior!!!:D And then Carleton, AND THEN SPAIN BABAYYY:D:D:D:D and I know Spain is going to happen, it WILL, I got some inspiration from a friend of mine:D Shes thinking of going to England after Waterloo (either for living or for school, definitely for co-op) and we just talked for a long while bout what we want and stuff and where we want to go. She also pointed out that it would be soo much easier for me because i have her, whose going to show everyone that she can do something like this, and i can use her as an example in front of my parents (since were family friends) and plus i would have her like..what..3 hours away:D or more I dunno but still just to know that she is one of the only people who ACTUALLY believes I can do this and WILL means a crap load to me and shes there for me too:D

Another thing that's happened is Iran's whole presidential thing:S and im having LOADS of problems with this:S First off dont think that I don't care bout, I FUCKING DO! but its just that I know people say come do this, change your status to this, come protest, come do this, watch this, look at this, THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS, FUCK LEAVE ME ALONE!!! adfjklsdaf I just WANT TO FUCKING SCREAM! especially at my mom,shes the REALLY emotional type, and I'm ...NOT, shes gets really really sad bout it, but she exaggerates it so much as though her feelings are REALLY fake...and that pisses me off. She keeps bringing it up and making me try to watch the videos and pictures, I DONT WANT TO, YET she doesn't get it! she thinks i don't care, the only person who i have seen has aggreed with me on stuff bout this topic is the girl i talked bout earlier in this post. We both think that the news is making a bigger deal out of this then it really is, if u look at it they repeat the story at least 5 times in an hour, with the exact same ...stuff (videos, words, pictures, interviews. The thing is this type of shit happens EVERYDAY in other countries! but you don't see that in the news now do you. The reason why their focusing a whole crap load atm is because the world has just realized that their oil industry is going to get a hit:S but now I'm making myself sound like i think this whole thing is stupid. The truth is that I'm really glad that the people of Iran have finally started to speak their mind, which always reminds me of the scene in A Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy where they go through this desert but they get hit by these fly swat things if they think...like Iran....just less literal. But back to the topic at hand, I don't want to watch the videos and pictures they put up because it's just going to depress me because I know I wont be able to really do anything bout it, same with the protesters here and everywhere round the world tyring to do something! I appreciate what their doing SOOO fucking much, but i feel that if i go, It's not like I can make a difference, It's something that the government of Iran and Iran itself has to deal with, even though the help of everyone Iranian around the world would help too! but I don't want to put myself through more stress then i already am in! I mean i already saw the video of Neda on the news ( i saw the part where someone closes her eyes)...and that just messed me up for a day, so i don't want to be watching more shit that's like that! I KNOW that the people are going to get what they want, well i have a strong belief that they do, AND THIS IS NOT GOING TO GO ON FOREVER!!!! My family is safe, and atm that's what really matters to me! and i TRULY hope that there's no more killings and that everyone's families are safe too, but call me self-absorbed, or spoiled or WHATEVER YOU WANT because of what I'm NOT DOING but THAT'S MY LIFE, NOT YOURS TO CHANGE!! I NOE WHAT I WANT/BELIEVE IN and that's how I'm going to live my life. Plus I don't want there to be videos of me broadcasted to the world, because let's just say i want to go back to iran, which i always do, and the gov't doesn't change, I go there, they recognize me THEN IM FUCKED, I'd rather stay out of shit like that for these reasons.
Basically I'm saying, Don't judge me, i care for what's happening there, but I'd rather not get into it for certain reasons, I'm one of the BIGGEST worry warts you could ever know, and I really don't want to live a life of stress again! But to the people who are out there DOING SOMETHING....I admire you! and if i find the time to come protest, i just might! I'm not the type of person to go and protest, but since i know my cousin (whose totally into politics and protesting and all that) i might go and do it for her. So Good luck and I seriously hope everything is resolved soon.
and i just read something that REALLY REALLY FUCKING PISSED ME OFF!!! http://community.livejournal.com/ontd_football/1230935.html?view=88853591#t88853591 D:< People should not be penalized for things like that! ESPECIALLY in football, which is like ....a religion in Iran!! ....this is when you know things are really fucked up there....and i just have to say....Iran needs an Obama!
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Ok so that was longer then i thought it would be but i got it out...and i feel slightly better, and if you want to put up rude or negative comments, don't bother....It's not going to make a difference. So PLEASE RESPECT my VIEWS, because its something that the people in Iran can not have, so you might as well let other Iranians around the world have them, and don't make yourself look like a hypocrite! I'm going to move on to happy stuff now:D which in my life is FOOTBALL!!! and MY BIRTHDAY (is this Saturday:D:D)!! ahahhaha ok soo in Footy news! VIVA ESPANA BITCHESSS we are UNDEFEATED!! The New Zealand game was a JOKE! LMAO ahah it but such a big smile on my face:D:D:D:D:D AHAH TORRESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 17 minutes...three amazing goals...that's what they call the golden boy, and he belongs to Spain!! ahahah just the whole team makes me happy:D:D and i can finally watch it on TV because CBC is airing them:D YES! and i seriously think I'm falling more in love with this man more then ever before!!


I really want to marry him and have his babies!! you have no fucking idea!!ahsdfaljfskld fsdk I LOVE RAUL ALBIOL!! him and his flaws I DONT CARE lol and i especially love his yellow boots:P it helps me spot him out on the field!!:D and I love it when him and Pique are on field!! their soo CUTE<33




and I've also realized why I use to love Silva so much ....=3 he's such a cutie
and tomorrows game against the USA...:D they are going to CRUSH them:D and i think that's bout all the footy i want to talk bout for now
OO and Italy vs Brazil game...just sad:( i wanted Italy to win:(

AND I CANT WAIT FOR MY BDAY:D:D im having my party on Friday tho, and around 30ish ppl are going to a Persian restaurant:D so im taking a bunch of asians with me to:S lets see how that goes:S lol but then around 40ish ppl are going to come to my house for the pool:D:D AHHASD I CANT WAIT i want to see the pressies ppl get me:D

but that's it :D O and i will soon enough be doing either an Iker picspam or Villa soo stay tuned and I will soon be posting up the next chapter for My Fic:D:D

school, raul albiol, life, iran, summer, football, gerard pique

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