you should definitely stop the bulimia stuff. that is unhealthy. that is where i applaud.
i boo the quiting drinking. what you should aim for is control. allow youreself to have fun now and then. don't let it take control of your life. and don't let yourself be a moron (as much as you can) when drunk. i have had too many friends say they will never drink again, just to (2 months down the road) end up in the ER because they were sober for a bit and then went out on the town crazy. be realistic about stuff. remember that no matter how much you drink, you are the one in control (myself included. you will never hear me saying that i blame things on alcohol and i think i drink more than most everyone i know).
anywho, those are my thoughts. maybe they mean something to you, maybe they don't. the choice is yours.
like i said, it's not completely gone. hard alcohol is...and i never liked beer anyway. wine is alright in moderation. i won't ever have more than a glass.
my biggest fear, ever since i was 7 years old, is that i will turn into her, and i can't...she was a bad person, and i refuse to be her in any way. it killed me tonight, finding out that i reminded my dad of her.
i don't know if you know who she is? she was my birth mother...she left before i can remember. i know very little about her...but the more i learn, the less i want to know.
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you should definitely stop the bulimia stuff. that is unhealthy. that is where i applaud.
i boo the quiting drinking. what you should aim for is control. allow youreself to have fun now and then. don't let it take control of your life. and don't let yourself be a moron (as much as you can) when drunk. i have had too many friends say they will never drink again, just to (2 months down the road) end up in the ER because they were sober for a bit and then went out on the town crazy. be realistic about stuff. remember that no matter how much you drink, you are the one in control (myself included. you will never hear me saying that i blame things on alcohol and i think i drink more than most everyone i know).
anywho, those are my thoughts. maybe they mean something to you, maybe they don't. the choice is yours.
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my biggest fear, ever since i was 7 years old, is that i will turn into her, and i can't...she was a bad person, and i refuse to be her in any way. it killed me tonight, finding out that i reminded my dad of her.
i don't know if you know who she is? she was my birth mother...she left before i can remember. i know very little about her...but the more i learn, the less i want to know.
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