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[spanishdoll]

John has a new favorite singer, and I am scared that her status will extend beyond that. I am afraid that I am about to become old news, or that the friendship we have is no longer going to be exciting, or worthwhile, or anything. I am afraid that he will no longer be intersted in being my friend to the degree that he was. I am scared and

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[spanishdoll]

Yeah. This premontion turned out to be true. But by the time it was, i was just happy for him having someone to love, and be loved by.