when the medication wears out
cos your face is torn down
and your smile becomes dry
cos the tears are drowning..

when best friends betray
and your heart stops beating
that moment your mind begins
to see that youre good enough
for yourself and for the rest
of the world..
its the opposites that keep you
going.

today i feel like ive been ditched ( Read more... )

"youre so 80s."

so tonite was pretty sweet ( Read more... )

the sounds echo the hallways and rush to my ears..
its as tho you were actually here at one time.
but you never were, and then you were gone
if hearts still beat strong, then why cant
i feel your pulse at all?
ill scabble quickly to revive you,
but only if its your wish.
and if you i do not awaken,
then it is a kiss from you
that must be taken.

if our world were to fall apart in our hands ( Read more... )

(and her disgust has no borders ( Read more... )

a smile only seen from faraway ( Read more... )

this paintbrush shows of a crimson; bold.[you know it was me this time]its unmistakenable. perfectly outlined my lips remain..maybe thats where the confusion lies. nothing was rubbed away. so maybe it wasnt all on me.

the pressure i dreamt. the brush against my neck.
my nails in your arms. it was almost real.

and we felt it in a glance.

the things we asked to forget
keep reoccuring in our heads.
you take your wholeself and
lead a life of shameful dreams
then wake up to reality and
turn yourself in your grave
shaking away the mornings mist
opening your frozen eyes.
i hate it when the seasons changelips stuck to steel in the midmorning ( Read more... )