Over the course of the past few days, there has been nothing but drama. It seems it never ends. Me and Mom have been fighting constantly and she won’t tell me what I did wrong and today was finally the day where things stayed peaceful. We actually laughed, smiled and seemed back to our natural selves…I got the sign I was looking for and I helped ( Read more... )

There are so many thoughts in my head, random thoughts. I wish there was a little door and someone could open it and let all of them just flow out. My mental breakdowns have seem to not be as drastic now but in all seriousness I think I'm bipolar-I go from happy to sad in 4.2 seconds. A hole was put in the living room wall last nite, how it got ( Read more... )

The morphine of your kiss ( Read more... )

cant write much like always but i have french girls here who are so cool and they leave thursday and it makes me really sad.once again i have lost someone i was interested in so fuck all people i have a potential of being with-i just want to be wanted you know but my girls keep me occupied prom is in less then two weeks and i still dont have dress ( Read more... )

hey guys, im feeling way too many emotions right now and i cant describe it, im nervous-blustery-bubbly-bla bla bla...i feel so amazing yet at the same time so down...i love my life and the people im surronded by....hopefully ill get my comp.back soon and can complain but let's say im in a rut and at the same time not

phone=disconnected i.e. cant get on the net i.e. cant update....i was at jackies party witnessed dans skanky skanky hoe slut bitch brown stuff,he was soo funny afterwards making up songs and shit, ive been helping him deal with his drama while working some of my own out....cant wait for the 30 hr famine, its gonna rock and if ur involved in a local ( Read more... )

The last 3 days have been nice! Monday~ Jackie picked me up at like 2 and her car was giving her battery trouble so we leave and were heading to Chris’ so we can go to her house and switch the battery but in his driveway the car dies. So Chris and his stepdad go to her house get the battery and bring it back and change it and by then its 530 and we ( Read more... )

Today was good, Dan and Jackie came over and we spent 8 hours making scrapbooks, sharing memories, having fun and drooling over dan's ass (actually that was just me im sorry but its the best ass ever)it was really awesome...i stopped my thinking too much and enjoyed myself and soothed my friends. ya the reason ive been cranky lately is my brain ( Read more... )

So my mom was happy today, made me happy bla bla bla spent the day with jonathan and dan it was nice...better then last nite what a mess....matl....neway juss wanted to say merry christmas and i love ya all MUTHA FUCKOS!

So today I asked a lot of people, to pledge me, like teachers and stuff and I got such an amazing response..this is gonna work guys and im sooooo happy!!!!