hah i love that last post i put up. its so true though. its January 3, 2008 and i haven't posted anything in here since july 15th. a lot of shit has gone down but to make a story short..pat and i aren't together..and what do you know?! its cause hes a drug addict..along with other things but thats a hugh factor. saw it coming. called it. im dumb ( Read more... )

haha! i love patrick. but lets see how long it lasts! cause all my other boyfriends im like woo woo! i love them. we gettin married. we movin to flordia! love love loe marriage marriage marriage. so im not gonna be a dumb bitch and im gonna say...i love patrick. and hopfully shit will work out. he is pretty straight though. im not gonna lie. cept ( Read more... )

i guess its okay to say anything cause not many heads real my journal. and if you do well, i guess you know my naked mind. i try not to sugar coat my entries but we all do sometimes ( Read more... )

emotions run high. i guess thats all.

life is constantly moving around us. lately its been moving too fast for me. i want to take it easy, wind down a little. i guess i do a lot of laying around but its all coming. the end of august will roll around and i will start a life i dont want to lead. i will go places everyday and see people everyday i dont want to see. im doing it because i ( Read more... )

this morning has been stressful, sad, and has made me think about a lot of things..once again. it sucks because i wanna do what i wanna do. i want to move out and live on my own and go to school in the spring or next fall. thats what i want to do. im not though. im not going to because the "right" thing to do is to go to school now. i want to start ( Read more... )

a lot of things are differnt then before. i have a alot of mixed feelings toward a lot of things. its not like i never do but...but what ( Read more... )

alot of changes have been taking place. last night was graduation. it was a really sad event but at the same time really refreshing. i would not wanted to graduate any other year with any other people. i love my classmates and i wish them luck in the future ( Read more... )

theres so many differnt things going on in my head that i will think about something for a second and forget everything else. then a second later ill be like ohh yeah..that too ( Read more... )

once again, life is amazing.
last night, i got so fucked up i saw the presets double. and vomited not in a trash can..but next to a trash can. and mirr doesnt vomit in the bathroom but in the bathroom sink.

they are fucking amazing anyway.
and so am i.

but most of all! i enjoy getting dissed by 16 year olds. :)