Comments | sparkleoats: Feeling sorry for myself today.

sparkleoats

Feeling sorry for myself today.

Mar 25, 2007 19:16

I hate days like this, and if you dont wanna read this then I completely understand but I could do with somebody listening and maybe replying, as I feel pretty down and it's easier to type my feelings out rather than speak them.
I did talk to my mum before, and she always helps..but I still feel like I need to spill my feelings out.

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x_fireflies_x March 25 2007, 19:21:37 UTC

I read that, just so you know you're not talking to yourself here! I don't really know what to sayyy except for that thing Terri said, what was it? That someone is out there and that someone will find you? Or something like that!
Hope you cheer up soon =]

_surrounded March 25 2007, 19:49:56 UTC

Aw *hugs*

I didn't have a boyfriend until I was 18. And before then I'd never been kissed and never even been close to being kissed. So don't feel bad, honestly. I know it can suck, especially when more and more of your friends get all loved up but it WILL happen.

sparkleoats March 25 2007, 20:36:25 UTC

Thanks for both of your replies...I know I am being like, so silly for thinking that I will be alone forever but that how it feels right now when I'm surrounded with people who are with somebody...and I cant help but feel upset about it.

I just hate being single right now. I used to think it was a good thing, but not anymore. I hate it actually...

*Hugs to you both*
Sometimes it's easier to talk to people you dont know as well as your real friends, because your real friends might listen...but they might judge you too and they dont probably understand anyway as they arent in my situation.
Well my best friend is, but she's met somebody so it's only a matter of time till she's the same as them...then it'll just be me.

x_fireflies_x March 25 2007, 21:09:34 UTC

Yeah I know what you mean about it sometimes being easier talking to people you don't know.
Some cheesy advice ;) : Just think, it only takes one day to meet someone, and that day could be tomorrow!

rossignol1984 March 25 2007, 20:58:29 UTC

Aww, I know what you're talking about. One year ago, I felt the same way.
I'm 22 now and I've only had 1 boyfriend, when I was 16/17. Ever since then I've been single. I've had a kind-of relationship last December, but it just showed me how much I love being single now. One year ago I would have done everything to have a boyfriend, and when I got one I found out I didn't really want one. Okay, that has nothing to do with you now :(

Perhaps what I'm trying to say is: the more you want to be in love or find a guy, the less it's likely to happen. I know it sounds stupid to say that, but as soon as you try to relax and enjoy the state you're in now, the better it gets.

Haaaa, God, I'm talking so much nonsense, it's not normal ;) Sorry for the non-advice here.

sparkleoats March 25 2007, 21:07:29 UTC

Thanks Stef, thats what I keep trying to do...stop thinking about it, and just accepting how things are now...but its better said than done because most days its all I can think about.

I wouldnt mind if I had had a boyfriend before,a proper one...but I havent, ever...so I feel like I'm missing out.

I wouldnt feel this bad if all my friends had boyfriends/dates.
You know?

terriliane27 March 28 2007, 07:22:27 UTC

Aww Hun don't feel bad. Though I admit I have days like this too but the worse thing to do is over think it but I get when you start its hard to stop. I guess loves funny that when you look for it it never comes but once you stop looking it finds you. Ok that doesn't exactly sound right you should never stop looking what I mean is love is unexpected and will find you when you least expect it ( ... )

sparkleoats March 28 2007, 08:50:58 UTC

thanks for that reply, its very nice of you to take time out to try and help me..I'm just a bit messed up right now but I am going to try and just stop thinking about it, because Ive realised the more I think about it...the less chance there is of it happening for me.

Life is tough sometimes, but Ive got to realise that there are people out there with more problems than mine...I have to start focusing on what I do have, rather than what I dont have.

I am going to uni in september, yes. I cant wait really...I know I will meet a lot of new people, but september seems quite a while away to me...and I really wanted to have had a boyfriend by then, because having your first boyfriend is a big thing....even bigger when your away from home. But I guess whatever happens, happens.

*hugs* thanks for your words xx