i think i should date sideburns. i think it would fix everything in my life. he would make me laugh every day!
because i would have everyone in the world constantly placing things in his stepping way so he would trip. :) but he would always wear his bounty hat. even with his regular clothes.
when you were at the movies last night i was with alexs girlfriend at dennys.
i glared at him when he showed up and yelled a lot. :) and then showed him cute pictures of us. and he told me you talked about me aaaaall night. even through the entire movie. <3333333
do you ever feel like maybe youre just not loved enough? or by the right people?
and then you feel like a retched person for all the people who you dont love but they think you should.. and all the people youre making feel like they arent good enough because they love you but here you are needing more?
i like it better on the days when i feel like i couldnt possibly ask for anything more. last night was harsh. i need a radio in my car to drown out my thoughts of worthless people.. and/or robots.
I think we all have days like that. Days where you're sure everything would be fine, if only this one person (who doesn't love you the way you want or need to be loved) would come around and realize how fucking amazing you are. Days where you look in the mirror and think "What's wrong with me that I don't feel as much or as easily as other people seem to?"
The key, I think, is to take care of you. If you need to go out by yourself, or with someone who does care, you do that. If you need to lock yourself in your room, and watch cheezy chick flicks and cry like your heart is breaking over and over and over again, do that. If you need to eat ice cream until you throw up, then do that.
Bottom line - I understand the hell you're going through. & you already know this, but it will get better & easier. It will probably also, on some miserable day, be even harder. Life isn't always kind, and this world, not always generous.
Take care of yourself, and fuck what anyone else needs / wants / or expects from you.
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uhm...
I miss seeing you everyday.
and I hate that I never see you...
and I saw your car at the hut and I waited around for you but you never showed up... :(
oh wait...something nice...
I'm fat.
hold on...lemme try again...
I saw SIDEBURNS at Walmart.
Yea...and he wasn't in uniform...he was in normal clothes!
I prayed he would trip and fall...but he didn't...I was sad.
xox
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i think it would fix everything in my life.
he would make me laugh every day!
because i would have everyone in the world constantly placing things in his stepping way so he would trip. :) but he would always wear his bounty hat. even with his regular clothes.
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sorry i left before i saw you play.
i have good reasons. <3
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i glared at him when he showed up and yelled a lot. :)
and then showed him cute pictures of us.
and he told me you talked about me aaaaall night. even through the entire movie. <3333333
he makes up nice lies to make me smile haha
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and i will punch doug in the face
next time .. !
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came out to dinner with us tonight.
you should do that more often with us, seriously ♥
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really..
OK? :D
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:)
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& you're loved. Don't forget that; that ones important.
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or by the right people?
and then you feel like a retched person for all the people who you dont love but they think you should.. and all the people youre making feel like they arent good enough because they love you but here you are needing more?
i like it better on the days when i feel like i couldnt possibly ask for anything more. last night was harsh. i need a radio in my car to drown out my thoughts of worthless people.. and/or robots.
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The key, I think, is to take care of you. If you need to go out by yourself, or with someone who does care, you do that. If you need to lock yourself in your room, and watch cheezy chick flicks and cry like your heart is breaking over and over and over again, do that. If you need to eat ice cream until you throw up, then do that.
Bottom line - I understand the hell you're going through. & you already know this, but it will get better & easier. It will probably also, on some miserable day, be even harder. Life isn't always kind, and this world, not always generous.
Take care of yourself, and fuck what anyone else needs / wants / or expects from you.
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usually im ok.
actually... most of the time im fucking GRAND.
ill get back into the swing of things.
<3
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