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[sparkleshine]

I have decided that, since I'm impossible to be around these days thanks to my moodiness, I'm going to be a hermit and stay at home for a while. I just need to not have to worry about public confrontations and breakdowns for a while. That's all... I'm also getting really tired of going out and having everybody ask me if I'm okay or if I've stopped

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[asphyxxiation]

I get the not eating thing, I do it myself. Ive lost 10 pounds since everything fell apart in october, and the way this month has gone, Im probably going to loose more. My appetite stops when I am feeling miserable.

[sparkleshine]

When I'm upset/stressed/sad/depressed, it always affects my stomach first.. I just can't eat, since it makes me feel sicker. It's not like it's an intentional thing at all. Hell, I still force myself to get something down, even if I really don't want it. I've only lost 5 pounds in the last month, so it's not like it's coming off fast or anything. This is probably the wrong attitude, but I can probably afford to lose it. I'm not exactly a skinny little thing as it is.