SO being bored really pisses me off ( Read more... )

It's funny how sometimes one of the most important points I have, I forget ( Read more... )

I trusted you. I trusted you with my life. I really did. I just don't get it. Why did I let myself trust yo so much, after all the hurt that I've gone through?I guess it was just the way that you were, your charm. It was how we clicked so fast. Never again will I trust the same. You screwed me over. When you said "I love you"I thought you really ( Read more... )

SO I am really REALLY excited for this weekend! I am going to this freaking huge christian conference called dare 2 share is freaking amazing and I'm gonna have good times with my best friends in the entire world!!!!! and my fellow christians......so i am pretty content with my life except for the fact that school is so dang boring!! I am glad that ( Read more... )

SO Kay spent the night last night, and it was fun. I wish she could have stayed longer :( SO Kerri asked me out Tuesday!!!yay. I'm not a big fan of relationships, but I'll give him try.see what happens ok bye!
amichan

wow I haven't updated this thing in like forever. but I am now...obviously. anyway, so I'm not completely happy with my life right now. SOme more crap happened, and now I am living with guilt, regret, and pain that I can't even describe. But I am a totally changed person now. I am a really strong christian and every time I hear the words"drugs" or ( Read more... )

so after registration on Wednesday, I went to Water World with my church, and Lee was there. It was so awesome, we flirted again, it was cool. Stephanie and Daniel are going out now too it's pretty sweet. We were going on the Voyage ride, and I was gonna go on a tube with Daniel, Stephanie, and Kaylin. And in the other tube there was Lee, Brandon, ( Read more... )

I don't want to go back to that freaking hellhole.

I went to the mall with Linda and Sarah today, it was OK, something just dind't seem the same but we still had as mnuch fun as we do, it wasn't that, I think it was just me. So I am starting to not want to go back to school. honestly, I don't want to go to school anymore. I'm not dropping out, I just don't want a repeat of last year happeing again ( Read more... )

I decided I'm not going to try with Lee anymore. I know it seems kind of sudden, but there is a lot of things that changed my mind. It tears me apart. Even mopre whe I was crushing on him . I seriously don't know what to do. Linda and Emma know everything there is to know about how I feel ab out him , so they know how much this sucks. It tears me ( Read more... )