it's funny how we, as a people are naturally naive... some of us, like myself are so naive that they trust in anyone, and believe that others might actaully care. yeah. never again. i hate how i always end up doing this... how i ALWAYS end up getting fucked over... and how it's always for the same reason. would of thought i could of seen it coming ( Read more... )

Wowwzers. Wednesday was great. first night i've gotten to drive in quite awhile. and i took wes to church with me. :D it was sooo interesting. It's like i knew i was supposed to be there. I could realte to everything said... it was just alot of stuff i needed to hear, we talked about the heart and what our heart wants, and why it acts the way it ( Read more... )

she says baby i can't help but be scared sometimes ( Read more... )

so finally im oging to try and update this thing here. everytime i attempt at it.. i always get distracted and it blows. just like im getting distracted right now. hahha. uhh things haven't been too bad this past week. not bad at all, taking into consideration the stephanie drama, and me being sick like a monkeys ass. hahaha. dirastic much? yeah i ( Read more... )

so i need to update hardcore... so much has happened, im kind of sad, because i don't think i'll be able to catch the essence of it all . *sigh ( Read more... )

sometimes i just feel so negitive ... everyone is stupid and they piss me off. people who are immature are super annoying.. especially when they sit right next to you at lunch. oops. did i say that? andno i don't mean kathryn andi odn't mean JJ. yeah. process ofillimination folks. blahhhh. today was a weird day. in such a weird mood. im not sure ( Read more... )

blah. stupid girl. i have such violent tendencies ( Read more... )

this past weekend and last few days of the past week have all in all been the best. ever. haha. seriosusly. i cnat really rememeber much... :/ but i remember being happy? yeah. good stuff.hmm.. what did this weekend envolve? time with westely that's fo sho. oh yeah saturday i woke up nice and late. mowed some yards.. showered, saw my love, went ( Read more... )

so i go to school.. actaully on time today, wow. props to me. too bad i hate traffic, and makes me want to punch you in the face. yes you. pah. all in all today was a good day ish. kind of disapointed with the letter i got from westley..:/ i guess i'll just leave him alone.. *sigh* gahd. im about to cry.. why oh why? cause im gay... ah yes that's ( Read more... )

so i wake up at 7 to type my paper, and run late of course, and me and dawn are both late to class, but hey, at least we looked hot, right? lol. mm.... so yeah and topcats was fine.. we just sat around went over some rules and reviewed some dances, everyone looked so cute. hehehe. then i go and im on my way to find my locker.. and hmm who do i see ( Read more... )